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Zygosmylord3314
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Just ranting about my situation.
Lil about me, SE asian guy 6 feet tall, about MTN (western/caucasian standard), standard built. Average, maybe below avg dimorphism, yk slightly narrow jaw but good zygos, tall and squared chin, tall face, but high set brows (asian traits), slightly rounded eyes, higher esr (still within the normal range tho, 46%), thin brows, high nasofrontal ange (130 degree), high gonial angle (126 degree), low fwhr, dominant middle third, etc. But somewhat of a good angularity, good oogee curve, lean face, high hyoid angle, etc. Average to below avg feature, decently clear skin, thick hair, but thin brows, no medial canthus, mediocre undereye support, slightly bulbous nose, nose hump, slightly flared ears, slightly small smile, not very aesthetic lips, bad colorin/low contrast. Atm trying to lean down to 175 lbs, CW 220 lbs, grow hair longer, facial hair, dying brows, etc, but got demotivated easily knowing that even if I max out that, my face wouldn't get that much more attractive..
Currently studying in a mid size uni in California. Has slayed 6 girls, med, brown, asian, hapa, and white. Used to ltr a hapa for a while, but broke up, which kills my confidence like crazy. Right now tryna finish my degree and get a decent job in IT/soft eng.
What really makes me depressed in knowing how much ethnic tax I faced, despite my slays, I still find it hard to attract jbs in my area, most either want a white guy or gl guys in general, which im not any of that. I also started overthinking my face, especially my flaws like low fwhr (1.7-1.8), high set brows, 83 percent bigonial width, bad pheno etc etc. Cant deal with being sub HTN in the west anymore.
Used to slay few jbs and ltr one of em here in Cali, but never really got the chad treatment, average about 5-10 matches and likes per week on dating apps. Used to have few hot mtbs hugging and touching me back when i used to live in dorm and go out alot, but very rarely happen. Used to approach girl a lot irl, mostly non ethnic (big mistakes), only to get turned down/ghosted. Thing is I knew that Im good looking for SE asian guy and prolly had more success here than most SE but fuck Im only mtn, so im forever cursed in mtn prison.
Any tips in how to cope with BP without acting bluepilled?
Lil about me, SE asian guy 6 feet tall, about MTN (western/caucasian standard), standard built. Average, maybe below avg dimorphism, yk slightly narrow jaw but good zygos, tall and squared chin, tall face, but high set brows (asian traits), slightly rounded eyes, higher esr (still within the normal range tho, 46%), thin brows, high nasofrontal ange (130 degree), high gonial angle (126 degree), low fwhr, dominant middle third, etc. But somewhat of a good angularity, good oogee curve, lean face, high hyoid angle, etc. Average to below avg feature, decently clear skin, thick hair, but thin brows, no medial canthus, mediocre undereye support, slightly bulbous nose, nose hump, slightly flared ears, slightly small smile, not very aesthetic lips, bad colorin/low contrast. Atm trying to lean down to 175 lbs, CW 220 lbs, grow hair longer, facial hair, dying brows, etc, but got demotivated easily knowing that even if I max out that, my face wouldn't get that much more attractive..
Currently studying in a mid size uni in California. Has slayed 6 girls, med, brown, asian, hapa, and white. Used to ltr a hapa for a while, but broke up, which kills my confidence like crazy. Right now tryna finish my degree and get a decent job in IT/soft eng.
What really makes me depressed in knowing how much ethnic tax I faced, despite my slays, I still find it hard to attract jbs in my area, most either want a white guy or gl guys in general, which im not any of that. I also started overthinking my face, especially my flaws like low fwhr (1.7-1.8), high set brows, 83 percent bigonial width, bad pheno etc etc. Cant deal with being sub HTN in the west anymore.
Used to slay few jbs and ltr one of em here in Cali, but never really got the chad treatment, average about 5-10 matches and likes per week on dating apps. Used to have few hot mtbs hugging and touching me back when i used to live in dorm and go out alot, but very rarely happen. Used to approach girl a lot irl, mostly non ethnic (big mistakes), only to get turned down/ghosted. Thing is I knew that Im good looking for SE asian guy and prolly had more success here than most SE but fuck Im only mtn, so im forever cursed in mtn prison.
Any tips in how to cope with BP without acting bluepilled?
