Idonwannalivthatway
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-PSSD (adhenonia, 0 libido, low T)
-Silent sinus syndrome
-hypothyroidism
-insomnia
-cortisolmaxxed
-prediabetic
-extreme self destructive habits
-shit bluepilled parents that want to looksmin me to death (my fucking dentist mom told me it's ok to mouthbreathe lmao and I confronted my dad about antidepressants/ SSRI lowering androgens and cucking my development he just doesnt care)
-hair thinned out as fuck this last few months, norwood 1.5/2
-21 years old boneless 174cm virgin with low dimorphism
-low status/barely got any friends
-benzo withdrawals ( they might have permanently altered my brain)
-fat pads metled in the undereyes/midface
-downgrown af
-huge dark circles/eye bags
-acne scars on temples
-I might have Sibo or gut issues I don't know. Either way I have signs of candida overgrowth (white tongue, shit gut, etc...)
-I might have OCD/ maybe bipolar awell.
Bad parenting can cuck you hard af, my parents were horrible and always yelled. My mom abused me psychologically and turned me and my brother into incels. I had actor potential as a child but puberty + bad habits fucked me up hard (muh epigenetics don't matter).
Tldr fuck my shit bluepilled cuck doctor parents for ruining my life. I TOLD THEM ALL MY ISSUES THEY WON'T TAKE ME SERIOUSLY. MY DAD THINKS A TSH OF 3.6 AND 350 NG/DL IS NORMAL AND WITHIN RANGE FUCKK I HATE HIM. I CAN'T EVEN SLEEP BRO JUST THAT I CAN'T FUCK THIS.
I might kill myself very soon. Nothing to live for. I mean I'm in Uni rn and all people around seem to be having fun/socializing but it's so over for me I feel no emotions. Like right now I could probably stab someone and not feel anything which is not fucking normal (don't ever take SSRI's and fuck with brain-altering chemicals. I used to be happy af as a child but now I just wanna sleep and never wake up).
-Silent sinus syndrome
-hypothyroidism
-insomnia
-cortisolmaxxed
-prediabetic
-extreme self destructive habits
-shit bluepilled parents that want to looksmin me to death (my fucking dentist mom told me it's ok to mouthbreathe lmao and I confronted my dad about antidepressants/ SSRI lowering androgens and cucking my development he just doesnt care)
-hair thinned out as fuck this last few months, norwood 1.5/2
-21 years old boneless 174cm virgin with low dimorphism
-low status/barely got any friends
-benzo withdrawals ( they might have permanently altered my brain)
-fat pads metled in the undereyes/midface
-downgrown af
-huge dark circles/eye bags
-acne scars on temples
-I might have Sibo or gut issues I don't know. Either way I have signs of candida overgrowth (white tongue, shit gut, etc...)
-I might have OCD/ maybe bipolar awell.
Bad parenting can cuck you hard af, my parents were horrible and always yelled. My mom abused me psychologically and turned me and my brother into incels. I had actor potential as a child but puberty + bad habits fucked me up hard (muh epigenetics don't matter).
Tldr fuck my shit bluepilled cuck doctor parents for ruining my life. I TOLD THEM ALL MY ISSUES THEY WON'T TAKE ME SERIOUSLY. MY DAD THINKS A TSH OF 3.6 AND 350 NG/DL IS NORMAL AND WITHIN RANGE FUCKK I HATE HIM. I CAN'T EVEN SLEEP BRO JUST THAT I CAN'T FUCK THIS.
I might kill myself very soon. Nothing to live for. I mean I'm in Uni rn and all people around seem to be having fun/socializing but it's so over for me I feel no emotions. Like right now I could probably stab someone and not feel anything which is not fucking normal (don't ever take SSRI's and fuck with brain-altering chemicals. I used to be happy af as a child but now I just wanna sleep and never wake up).
