broke up with year long ldr + next cycle

[jawalrus]

broke up with my ldr of a year last week. don't really feel too much as she gave some dumbass reason which essentially translated to "im no longer attracted to you and want to see if I can do better but we can still be friends so i can return to you"

i was her rls ever btw. it's so over.

anyways it didn't hurt too bad cuz i've dated a mentally ill bpd girl before and nothing comes close to that.

cycle plan this summer:
500 test and 300 eq OR 750 test and 450 eq (i tolerate both very well so i think i might just do 750, 450)
titrate up to 100mg tren e, up to 150+ if i handle well

might try mast, i have good hair genetics so no real risk but not sure yet. i still haven't started yet and dont know if i wanna use mast or eq, already have the eq on hand tho


reta, p5p, glutathione, nac, tudca, t3, telmisartan, ezetimibe

will prob use cerebrolysin post cycle. not sure if i should use HGH or not for quality of life.

will do a dnp cycle afterwards. planning to run the cycle for 24 weeks. not sure if i'll use tren the entire time, prob for later on in the cycle not first 15 weeks.


lmk any recommendations.

 

[jawalrus]

also i recommend NEVER to get complacent with a woman. even if you think "oh she's such a good girl, she doesn't have any bodies, she has no guy best friends, she listens to me" mine was too. she wasn't like an htb but she was like an mtb who fit my tastes. i go to a top tier uni, she was the lonely type of introverted girl you think would stick with you. "oh i will stay with you and we'll get married. oh don't spend money on me"

fuck no.

if she loses her attraction to you it goes out the window.

the reason we broke up is probably because i gained like 20 pounds of weight cuz i was fucking complacent. she said that it was because "she was losing herself in the relationship" but that only became a problem after i gained the weight (i'm an engineering student and also interning with a research institution so i slacked on diet + working out)


their love is ALWAYS conditional. the words they say are only relevant to the version of you they are currently talking to

 

[ShortRomus]

dnr but I 100% mirin your will/spirit, I would’ve taken my life lmao
+rep

 

[Diyorldar]

Bro i got manipulated by a girl with BPD and it literally destroyed my entire life.

mirin the stack

 

[jawalrus]

dnr but I 100% mirin your will/spirit, I would’ve taken my life lmao
+rep

it's just cuz i went through this before. i wanted to rope the first time (when i was low mtn) but now that i'm htn i know there's more options

Bro i got manipulated by a girl with BPD and it literally destroyed my entire life.

mirin the stack

she literally swatted me when we broke up. fucking crazy shit

 

[BlackFag]

also i recommend NEVER to get complacent with a woman. even if you think "oh she's such a good girl, she doesn't have any bodies, she has no guy best friends, she listens to me" mine was too. she wasn't like an htb but she was like an mtb who fit my tastes. i go to a top tier uni, she was the lonely type of introverted girl you think would stick with you. "oh i will stay with you and we'll get married. oh don't spend money on me"

fuck no.

if she loses her attraction to you it goes out the window.

the reason we broke up is probably because i gained like 20 pounds of weight cuz i was fucking complacent. she said that it was because "she was losing herself in the relationship" but that only became a problem after i gained the weight (i'm an engineering student and also interning with a research institution so i slacked on diet + working out)


their love is ALWAYS conditional. the words they say are only relevant to the version of you they are currently talking to

Useless advice
No women would ever look at me jfl