Broootal haha

[subhuman428]

Met up with my ex today to talk. Asked her if she would get back together with me and she replied that maybe, if i was being serious. She didnt take me seriously because in our relationship, i was never serious and she cant tell the difference anymore. I kinda broke down after, realising that no one will ever love me for who i really am. There is no point in slaying if you have to put on an nt act. And if you do, you can never truly feel loved, it will slowly kill you. On the bus ride home i have never felt worse, physically couldnt cry and my head felt like it was about to burst. I only managed to get it back together when i made myself throw up on the sidewalk. This is my life and it will never change. I know that some may laugh at me for being so naive till now but forgive me, im still an underdeveloped retard fetus. It is not hard to get a woman, the hard part is feeling accepted for who you actually are. No amount of external validation will change how you view yourself and how fucking ugly you are on the inside.

 

[shngstaaaa107]

mesicalibra

 

[subhuman428]

Yea man

 

[subhuman428]

Bump

 

[larpmaxxer61]

Met up with my ex today to talk. Asked her if she would get back together with me and she replied that maybe, if i was being serious. She didnt take me seriously because in our relationship, i was never serious and she cant tell the difference anymore. I kinda broke down after, realising that no one will ever love me for who i really am. There is no point in slaying if you have to put on an nt act. And if you do, you can never truly feel loved, it will slowly kill you. On the bus ride home i have never felt worse, physically couldnt cry and my head felt like it was about to burst. I only managed to get it back together when i made myself throw up on the sidewalk. This is my life and it will never change. I know that some may laugh at me for being so naive till now but forgive me, im still an underdeveloped retard fetus. It is not hard to get a woman, the hard part is feeling accepted for who you actually are. No amount of external validation will change how you view yourself and how fucking ugly you are on the inside.

This is why being nd is the most brutal thing. I fucking hate it. I feel like every interaction that I have with people is fake, and even if they do like me, they like the fake version. They like the version I created for them to like. It fucking sucks.