accelerationist
i punish ftms AMA
- Joined
- Nov 2, 2025
- Posts
- 546
- Reputation
- 1,198
There is no worse feeling than the feeling you get from seeing your friend ascend beyond you in any sort of way, i never feel pride, i am not happy for him- All i feel is bitterness, my whole life is competitive, same as everyone else.
It doesn’t matter if he’s a cripple even, it just leaves a bad taste in my mouth seeing any friend of mine start to do better in his life. Because i know thats just competition continuously advancing, and i don’t wanna get left behind. Guys friends are just enemies if they arent of the same blood as you, even then theyre still an enemy. Only the bitterness is lessened
You have to understand that these feelings arent to be shamed or ignored, everybody feels this way. If a friend tries to fly all that you want to do is break his wings and cripple him, this is a trope often seen everywhere. Jealous friend sabotages his bro, its just normal to feel this way and i believe it shouldnt be put to shame seeing as you can only benefit from crippling your friend especially since friends will revolve around you and the women in your life will see them and compare them to you
@NinjaRG9
It doesn’t matter if he’s a cripple even, it just leaves a bad taste in my mouth seeing any friend of mine start to do better in his life. Because i know thats just competition continuously advancing, and i don’t wanna get left behind. Guys friends are just enemies if they arent of the same blood as you, even then theyre still an enemy. Only the bitterness is lessened
You have to understand that these feelings arent to be shamed or ignored, everybody feels this way. If a friend tries to fly all that you want to do is break his wings and cripple him, this is a trope often seen everywhere. Jealous friend sabotages his bro, its just normal to feel this way and i believe it shouldnt be put to shame seeing as you can only benefit from crippling your friend especially since friends will revolve around you and the women in your life will see them and compare them to you
@NinjaRG9