nigtard
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Thought the depression would go away if I went to a club and got wasted with my friends.I drank like 7ish glasses of vodka red bull and a lot of jagerbombs. So naturally the anxiety went away but EVERY FUCKING GIRL there rejected me, like they would dance and talk to me but when it came to anything sexual nothing happened.
The first thing I did when I got home was watch fucking porn because I'm a disgusting incel who will never have sex.I am a inferior subhuman.I didn't even get a hangover even tho I drank a lot the only thing that happened to me was that I was shaking all day today and felt dizzy. I have just been sitting here contemplating my life all day, like what is even the point when I am so fucking ugly.Am I gonna have to feel this way forever
The first thing I did when I got home was watch fucking porn because I'm a disgusting incel who will never have sex.I am a inferior subhuman.I didn't even get a hangover even tho I drank a lot the only thing that happened to me was that I was shaking all day today and felt dizzy. I have just been sitting here contemplating my life all day, like what is even the point when I am so fucking ugly.Am I gonna have to feel this way forever