needsomessris
looking for ashbie
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Basically, I go to a private school now full of annoying normies with nobody that is cool or interesting. The kids from my old school are pretty nice to me and cool, and some even know about looksmaxxing and are on forums with me. I went to a party with some of them a few weeks ago and finally held a womans hand for the first time, because I can't talk to people well, especially girls. I have always had problems with women, so I was really excited because she complimented me really well and was pretty good looking especially for me (sub5 almost lltn). I added her on snap and got brutally DNRed, and now that brings me to today.
My school is on summer break while public has 1 or 2 weeks to go in school, so I was walking around because otherwise I would be rotting at home and I wanted to get some sun. I got lunch and passed through the public school parking lot, and spotted the girl with 2 friends about 10 feet away (on the other side of the street). I got myself to make some eye contact and thought I did well, which I saw her smile. Right after that though I heard her friend ask "who is that?" and she said "I have no idea" and they both laughed so hard at me while I was walking away on the other side of the street. I played some rocket league and then went out with my friends.
I went to an indoor rock climbing place that I have gone to once before, with a friend that it nice but lmtn and has a whole other story. Basically he kinda ascended and he mogs me in everything which makes me mad but he is a good guy. I could barely do the kids courses and was trying to keep my cool, but he was doing all kinds of athletic stuff and I hated seeing how badly I was getting mogged, even some kids years younger than us did courses I couldn't do. I am really weak because I used to try starvemaxxing, and now I am paying the consequences. Honestly, I just hate being mogged in every way by everybody. I can't get a win to save my life, and its horrible. I wonder how my day is so much different from the people I am around that makes them so much better at life than me, but its depressing either way.
Also I just felt invisible the whole time when I was with more friends after, I kept zoning out like an idiot and I would not do anything for like 20 minutes at a time. I felt like I wasn't even there, and it was horrible. Not only that, but my boss and parents have been getting really mad at me because I don't want to waste my life being even more miserable at some shitty job where I have to talk to random people which I don't like doing.
If you go to my school and see this, don't bring it up pls
My school is on summer break while public has 1 or 2 weeks to go in school, so I was walking around because otherwise I would be rotting at home and I wanted to get some sun. I got lunch and passed through the public school parking lot, and spotted the girl with 2 friends about 10 feet away (on the other side of the street). I got myself to make some eye contact and thought I did well, which I saw her smile. Right after that though I heard her friend ask "who is that?" and she said "I have no idea" and they both laughed so hard at me while I was walking away on the other side of the street. I played some rocket league and then went out with my friends.
I went to an indoor rock climbing place that I have gone to once before, with a friend that it nice but lmtn and has a whole other story. Basically he kinda ascended and he mogs me in everything which makes me mad but he is a good guy. I could barely do the kids courses and was trying to keep my cool, but he was doing all kinds of athletic stuff and I hated seeing how badly I was getting mogged, even some kids years younger than us did courses I couldn't do. I am really weak because I used to try starvemaxxing, and now I am paying the consequences. Honestly, I just hate being mogged in every way by everybody. I can't get a win to save my life, and its horrible. I wonder how my day is so much different from the people I am around that makes them so much better at life than me, but its depressing either way.
Also I just felt invisible the whole time when I was with more friends after, I kept zoning out like an idiot and I would not do anything for like 20 minutes at a time. I felt like I wasn't even there, and it was horrible. Not only that, but my boss and parents have been getting really mad at me because I don't want to waste my life being even more miserable at some shitty job where I have to talk to random people which I don't like doing.
If you go to my school and see this, don't bring it up pls
