brutal high inhib pill (field report)

[HundredManSlayer]

to preface, this was the last day of my vacation and it did not end off good. and don’t dnr me

me and my friend somehow ended up cold approaching on the beach and boardwalk, only him though. he was trying to set me up all day with girls on snap with me rating them. he sent me a mtb with body halo snap but still haven’t touched it. we were walking for a while looking for prospects and he finally found two girls around 16-17. he was second guessing it and we sat behind them and planned, we decided that it wasn’t worth it and started walking away but then last second this dude comes out the blue and approaches these two girls and secures a snap. holy save on his part and it was insane the change up, he said it was over but then literally snapped around jfl. two girls were pretty hot as well.

this is where my abused dog syndrome and high inhibition killed me. the girl who had his snap texted him asking if he wanted to go walk on the beach and to bring his friend along, me. so basically two girls and us walking on the beach under the sunset, sounds sweet doesn’t it? holy cortisol spike. i immediately did it want to do it but he kept pushing and i honestly just wanted to go home. we wait like 20 minutes on the beach and im nervous af but im numbed out because of ashwagandha.

these girl come out full make up with revealing clothes and I walk behind my friend up to them. he’s the outgoing confident guy so he’s fine but I legit did not say a single word. walked behind them for 2 minutes while my friend was handling the conversation with both of them fine. we were intending on larping d1 athletes because this was a one night thing. walked behind them like a actual retard for a bit and anxiety was so high but heart wouldn’t pound at all jfl. couldn’t stand it, signaled my friend and walked off, not one. walked away and thought about all my rejections and started getting angry and frustrated.

now I feel regret because the one girl was shorter than me and hot af but I couldn’t even speak a single word to even initiate a simple conversation

 

[Antipsychotics]

It's okay, the only girl I ever asked out turned lesbian.

 

[iluvmilk]

to preface, this was the last day of my vacation and it did not end off good. and don’t dnr me

me and my friend somehow ended up cold approaching on the beach and boardwalk, only him though. he was trying to set me up all day with girls on snap with me rating them. he sent me a mtb with body halo snap but still haven’t touched it. we were walking for a while looking for prospects and he finally found two girls around 16-17. he was second guessing it and we sat behind them and planned, we decided that it wasn’t worth it and started walking away but then last second this dude comes out the blue and approaches these two girls and secures a snap. holy save on his part and it was insane the change up, he said it was over but then literally snapped around jfl. two girls were pretty hot as well.

this is where my abused dog syndrome and high inhibition killed me. the girl who had his snap texted him asking if he wanted to go walk on the beach and to bring his friend along, me. so basically two girls and us walking on the beach under the sunset, sounds sweet doesn’t it? holy cortisol spike. i immediately did it want to do it but he kept pushing and i honestly just wanted to go home. we wait like 20 minutes on the beach and im nervous af but im numbed out because of ashwagandha.

these girl come out full make up with revealing clothes and I walk behind my friend up to them. he’s the outgoing confident guy so he’s fine but I legit did not say a single word. walked behind them for 2 minutes while my friend was handling the conversation with both of them fine. we were intending on larping d1 athletes because this was a one night thing. walked behind them like a actual retard for a bit and anxiety was so high but heart wouldn’t pound at all jfl. couldn’t stand it, signaled my friend and walked off, not one. walked away and thought about all my rejections and started getting angry and frustrated.

now I feel regret because the one girl was shorter than me and hot af but I couldn’t even speak a single word to even initiate a simple conversation

NTpill is brutal, wish you luck in life bhai

 

[HundredManSlayer]

It's okay, the only girl I ever asked out turned lesbian.

yeah but they took time out of their day to go with us so they were obviously attracted to us. but I couldn’t utter a fucking word

 

[Antipsychotics]

yeah but they took time out of their day to go with us so they were obviously attracted to us. but I couldn’t utter a fucking word

Real relate. 3 HMTB's I was around recently at a fashion show, all were giving me strong IOI's(I'm HTN-CL) And I could have asked any one of them out, but my high inhib and social anxiety cucked me. One of them even asked me to go out with them to a club after the show. I declined and went home, clubbing is awful and a wretched activity for a HighIQ individual like myself. I could've had a threesome that night for sure, if only I wasn't such a social failure.

 

[HundredManSlayer]

Real relate. 3 HMTB's I was around recently at a fashion show, all were giving me strong IOI's(I'm HTN-CL) And I could have asked any one of them out, but my high inhib and social anxiety cucked me. One of them even asked me to go out with them to a club after the show. I declined and went home, clubbing is awful and a wretched activity for a HighIQ individual like myself. I could've had a threesome that night for sure, if only I wasn't such a social failure.

genuinely the worst. then you have the gut wrenching regret of what could have been but you know you’d still not have acted on it