Brutal prom experience

[louismaxxed]

Today I was supposed to attend my hs prom. But I simply didn’t go, I didn’t want to sign up but my mom forced me to. The reason why I didn’t go is because even though I have “friends” I’m never texted after school by any of them and it’s clear that they don’t respect me. I’ve given up on all of them actually accepting me and they all had these after prom parties and post prom busses and stuff. In my opinion it would be more embarrassing to drive myself alone with no date and no plans from friends than to just skip. It’s honestly brutal I’ve gone to school with the same home town people ever since I was 2 now at 18 none of them ever invite me to parties or ask to hangout after school. To make it worse I know I’m not respected as I hear people talk about me and joke about me, i honestly hate the situation I’m in but it’s my fault. My freshman year I was as too openly ND and never formed a friend group or joined one. Now I lay alone while everyone else enjoys the “best years of their life”. I’m not entirely deflated as I’ve ascended from sub 5 to mtn and know in my mind that drugs and surgery will make me good enough one day.

 

[160cmcurry]

The reason why I didn’t go is because even though I have “friends” I’m never texted after school by any of them and it’s clear that they don’t respect me

there you go, they’re not your friends.

 

[louismaxxed]

there you go, they’re not your friends.

I am aware I only have 1 true friend who is 20 but he’s leaving for seal training so I will be alone again

 

[sats]

similar experience. all good just surgerymaxx and iqmaxx

 

[louismaxxed]

similar experience. all good just surgerymaxx and iqmaxx

Thanks nice to know I’m not alone in this

 

[kingofearth]

I am aware I only have 1 true friend who is 20 but he’s leaving for seal training so I will be alone again

Stay hard mother fucker!!

 

[louismaxxed]

Stay hard mother fucker!!
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Those army guys are tuff but I really don’t wanna cut my hair and possibly die and I’m aware there are non combat positions but I don’t think it’s for me

 

[kingofearth]

Thanks nice to know I’m not alone in this

You're never alone bro.

Remember that there are people who have went through a million times worse.

Lost entire family.
Lost entire friends.
Partner died or cancer.
Lost their homes.

Stay strong for that one fucking dude who would kill to be in your position. Change your perspective on things, you got time to fix it.

 

[louismaxxed]

You're never alone bro.

Remember that there are people who have went through a million times worse.

Lost entire family.
Lost entire friends.
Partner died or cancer.
Lost their homes.

Stay strong for that one fucking dude who would kill to be in your position. Change your perspective on things, you got time to fix it.

Thanks man I’ve been through a little bit I lost my dad at 12 and within 3 years 2 grandparents and to make it worse our house went into foreclosure my freshman year. But I’m aware that I’m blessed to live comfortably in a developed country with a college future payed for partially by my mom