Brutal Realisation

[chrisN]

Ive been coping with the fact that even after surgery I will still get mogged but at least I will still be better than before, but the realisation hit me.

Once youve hardmaxxed, I dont actually think I will feel any better and if anything feel even worse that you put yourself through so much just to be mogged by some rando. like I know I may improve but I also realistically wont be satisfied because some nigga who never did anything to help himself mogs the shit out of me. Like I just realised how depressing it really is in reality, you will always compare yourself to someone better and the cycle will continue.

 

[gigaslayer]

Yeah my nigga this is called comparing yourself to other people and deriving happiness from it.

Did you know that normies wake up every single day and live their lives without being hyper obsessed over their and others looks? They just live in the moment and only think about girls, whatever they’re gonna do that day, and whatever they’re doing at that moment. A life of pure bliss and cortisol and stress free just going with the flow of life, even if they are ugly.

You are going against the flow of life by constantly thinking of your appearance and things out of your control. You want to change the natural flow of life to fit some weird autistic alternate reality where you are attractive. That is not bliss. That is not happiness. That is not being content and just existing. You are in a state of conflict against yourself at all times.

 

[chrisN]

Yeah my nigga this is called comparing yourself to other people and deriving happiness from it.

Did you know that normies wake up every single day and live their lives without being hyper obsessed over their and others looks? They just live in the moment and only think about girls, whatever they’re gonna do that day, and whatever they’re doing at that moment. A life of pure bliss and cortisol and stress free just going with the flow of life, even if they are ugly.

You are going against the flow of life by constantly thinking of your appearance and things out of your control. You want to change the natural flow of life to fit some weird autistic alternate reality where you are attractive. That is not bliss. That is not happiness. That is not being content and just existing. You are in a state of conflict against yourself at all times.

Self awareness is the worst human trait

Its true I dont live in the moment even when I smoke weed I fight the high because I dont want to do something stupid or make myself look weird in front of others. Going clubbing is awkward I dont enjoy the music Im just there I feel awkard and embarassed to dance.

Brutal nt pill

@Lebgfinal thoughts?

 

[Lebgfinal]

Self awareness is the worst human trait

Its true I dont live in the moment even when I smoke weed I fight the high because I dont want to do something stupid or make myself look weird in front of others. Going clubbing is awkward I dont enjoy the music Im just there I feel awkard and embarassed to dance.

Brutal nt pill

@Lebgfinal thoughts?

I just want to be satisfied with my life, I couldn't care less if some random normie slay more foids.
Problem is right now, I'm depressed, anyone has a better life than me.

 

[Mik]

Thought 6’ was good till you stand next to 6’5

 

[chrisN]

I just want to be satisfied with my life, I couldn't care less if some random normie slay more foids.
Problem is right now, I'm depressed, anyone has a better life than me.

your not alone bud, FOMO is killing me inside I cant stand the feeling other people are enjoying life whilst Im wasting mine because of obsessive self awareness

 

[chrisN]

@Vermilioncore this is kinda linked to your thread

 

[gigaslayer]

Self awareness is the worst human trait

Its true I dont live in the moment even when I smoke weed I fight the high because I dont want to do something stupid or make myself look weird in front of others. Going clubbing is awkward I dont enjoy the music Im just there I feel awkard and embarassed to dance.

Brutal nt pill

@Lebgfinal thoughts?

Everyone is self aware there’s just a spectrum to it. You are on high end of that spectrum high inhib non nt.

All you can do is stop caring that’s your only option you have no other escapes or copes just literally stop caring

 

[chrisN]

Everyone is self aware there’s just a spectrum to it. You are on high end of that spectrum high inhib non nt.

All you can do is stop caring that’s your only option you have no other escapes or copes just literally stop caring

Part of me thinks this is just a phase that I will get over but ever since around 13 I became extremely self aware and unconmfortable in my own skin. Everyone was bigger than me, better than etc

 

[Whatashame]

Well the best advice will look like what your grandma would tell u: dont compare yourself to others, everyone is different. Kinda cope but its the only way to live. If you live comparing yourself to people who are better than you all you gonna do is live in eternal suffering.

 

[Harakiri Fellatio]

Brutal.

 

[chrisN]

Well the best advice will look like what your grandma would tell u: dont compare yourself to others, everyone is different. Kinda cope but its the only way to live. If you live comparing yourself to people who are better than you all you gonna do is live in eternal suffering.

but every one of us is already aware of our position in society we all know that truth, the quesstion is whether you can forget the blackpill or not