Brutal sheltered pill

[iblamemandible7]

In the first semester of freshman year at 13 I was this close to getting invited to a party

I was the youngest in biology class and all the niggas there were cool with me, probably out of pity looking back on it but they were genuinely nice

Basically all of the bad kids and juvie kids were cool with me for some reason, I loved it cuz I was sheltered asf before hs, but I was also weird asf (probably even more than I am now) because my parents were strict ash and I wasn't allowed social media, or to really do anything tbh

One day I heard one kid I knew talk to another kid about inviting me to his halloween party, but the other kid thought I was a loser or something basically he didn't fw me and I never ended up getting invited

Sometimes I wonder if going would've made me turn out better

I probably would've fumbled anyways and it would be a disaster, but at least it would have been some kind of memory from my youth

Brutalll

 

[iblamemandible7]

So basically if your parents sheltered you too much or were strict on you, it's over

I never escaped this mindset even now that I'm almost an adult

 

[superpsycho]

i wasnt sheltered at all by my parents, i was sheltered by my trust issues and hatred that normies have made me feel for them over the years

 

[iblamemandible7]

i wasnt sheltered at all by my parents, i was sheltered by my trust issues and hatred that normies have made me feel for them over the years

That's what I ended up as too anyway

But it's fucked bro I was at such a disadvantage couldn't even get niggas snap during freshman year so I basically became an outside from the beginning

Still maybe I would be like that anyways

 

[superpsycho]

That's what I ended up as too anyway

But it's fucked bro I was at such a disadvantage couldn't even get niggas snap during freshman year so I basically became an outside from the beginning

Still maybe I would be like that anyways

interesting

i never used snap

tbh whether you’re NT enough to fit in or not is pretty much already decided for everyone by middle school

 

[CD34]

Brutal feel sorry

 

[iblamemandible7]

interesting

i never used snap

tbh whether you’re NT enough to fit in or not is pretty much already decided for everyone by middle school

True lots of kids alr formed their groups in middle school

But at my school that was only like 50% maybe

Ts keeps me up at night, if I was able to lay the foundation and build up relationships with all the kids I knew at the start of hs (Like 10) instead of only seeing them in class and then dnrd'ing their existence after

Maybe my status wouldn't have descended so hard through the years

 

[superpsycho]

True lots of kids alr formed their groups in middle school

But at my school that was only like 50% maybe

Ts keeps me up at night, if I was able to lay the foundation and build up relationships with all the kids I knew at the start of hs (Like 10) instead of only seeing them in class and then dnrd'ing their existence after

Maybe my status wouldn't have descended so hard through the years

at least u were nt enough for them to like u in the first place

 

[iblamemandible7]

After freshmen year everything went to shit, everyone started hating my ND ass and rumors started spreading and I noticed everyone become more hostile

Then I got back a sliver of status from getting into the bathroom cart scene

But then I hit rock bottom my last semester

Getting pressed every day and disrespected to my face (usually about my looks)
Teachers pitying me
Hearing niggas spread false rumors on my name within earshot

Honestly brutal downfall

 

[iblamemandible7]

at least u were nt enough for them to like u in the first place

Nah I think I was just a jestermaxxer tbh they never really respected me because of being sub5 and nd asf so I was always the floater "friend"

 

[superpsycho]

Nah I think I was just a jestermaxxer tbh they never really respected me because of being sub5 and nd asf so I was always the floater "friend"

dam

mogs me for having friends in hs regardless though, im giga friendless since middle scbool

 

[iblamemandible7]

dam

mogs me for having friends in hs regardless though, im giga friendless since middle scbool

I wouldn't call them friends anyways ngl, I only hung out literally like 1 time in all those years to hotbox for 20 minutes and that was with my plug

I had to hurry and rush like a loser because my parents tracked my phone jfl

I haven't talked to anyone since like early 2024 tho, brutal experience so I feel you

 

[superpsycho]

I wouldn't call them friends anyways ngl, I only hung out literally like 1 time in all those years to hotbox for 20 minutes and that was with my plug

I haven't talked to anyone since like early 2024 tho, brutal experience so I feel you

i havent talk to anyone socially in about 5 years

 

[Jeremy Meeks]

Ts keeps me up at night, if I was able to lay the foundation and build up relationships with all the kids I knew at the start of hs (Like 10) instead of only seeing them in class and then dnrd'ing their existence after

Nigga made friends as a kid while being deformed, one of these two has got to be false pick your poison