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AlexAP
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I wanted to delete my account at the beginning of the year, feels like ages ago. I didn't do it because this forum feels too good for coping, my life is still shitty. I could have ascended with a HQNP this year but it went nowhere, and I still have zero people who I can talk to like a family (cut off contact) or close friends.
Meetup.com, finding hobbies, etc. doesn't work, I never make long-lasting friends. The only regular "socializing" I do right now is clubs at weekends, and sometimes finding someone on apps.
I'm not a doomer for society, but for me it doesn't look good. I guess I have an avoidant personality, that's my explanation why I can't make close friends, I'm too forgettable, but I don't want to spend money for the Charisma on Command University either. Brutal.
Meetup.com, finding hobbies, etc. doesn't work, I never make long-lasting friends. The only regular "socializing" I do right now is clubs at weekends, and sometimes finding someone on apps.
I'm not a doomer for society, but for me it doesn't look good. I guess I have an avoidant personality, that's my explanation why I can't make close friends, I'm too forgettable, but I don't want to spend money for the Charisma on Command University either. Brutal.