AlexAP
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I was mentally better this year, but end of July and early August has made me feel horrible, I'm again thinking about roping ngl. The reason is that I realized that cutting off my family and going to therapy didn't help me ascend mentally as I expected, so now I'm the same as I was before I did it.
I have enough income for me to feel okay, and I know some people I see regularly, but I still feel dead inside. Honestly the only thing that really feels good is when I go to the club at the weekend and have a little fun there, the highlight of my week. My plan was to delete my account in August (and I'm still planning to) after feeling better but now the last part is not possible. It's a brutal situation. I hope no one of you repeats my mistakes ngl, ascend mentally early, don't wait because you think you have time.
I have enough income for me to feel okay, and I know some people I see regularly, but I still feel dead inside. Honestly the only thing that really feels good is when I go to the club at the weekend and have a little fun there, the highlight of my week. My plan was to delete my account in August (and I'm still planning to) after feeling better but now the last part is not possible. It's a brutal situation. I hope no one of you repeats my mistakes ngl, ascend mentally early, don't wait because you think you have time.
