Brutal times for me

[Bewusst]

The jobcenter suspended my unemployment benefits because of a stupid identification request I didn't comply with in time. They've seen my ID when I first applied; why the hell do they want me to show them again? They've been bombarding me with letters, compelled me to attend a retarded full time job application training program and sanctioned me twice, amounting to a monthly loss of 60% (that is until July 31, no more money at all after that). On top of all the money I've spent on hostel fees over the last couple of months (4 digits). Hard earned money I actually worked for and which I intended to invest in surgery once I've saved enough. All gone.

The final result? Broke, houseless (again) and surrounded by social squalor in a shithole. Bye bye surgeries, it was nice never getting to know you. I'm fucking tired. No, I'm exhausted. Drained of all my energy. And the root of all my problems?

Spoiler

I need to get out of this vicous circle I've been trapped in for 24 years. Buying whisky once supermarkets open

 

[Deleted member 6963]

Tbh forget surgery

 

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nigga is @IwantToLooksMaxx maxxing.

fr tho, fuck the jobcenter, they try everything to bully you. fk em

 

[.*my*.]

The jobcenter suspended my unemployment benefits because of a stupid identification request I didn't comply with in time. They've seen my ID when I first applied; why the hell do they want me to show them again? They've been bombarding me with letters, compelled me to attend a retarded full time job application training program and sanctioned me twice, amounting to a monthly loss of 60% (that is until July 31, no more money at all after that). On top of all the money I've spent on hostel fees over the last couple of months (4 digits). Hard earned money I actually worked for and which I intended to invest in surgery once I've saved enough. All gone.

The final result? Broke, houseless (again) and surrounded by social squalor in a shithole. Bye bye surgeries, it was nice never getting to know you. I'm fucking tired. No, I'm exhausted. Drained of all my energy. And the root of all my problems?

Spoiler

I need to get out of this vicous circle I've been trapped in for 24 years. Buying whisky once supermarkets open

Yeah what a weak ass move. Faced with problems and you suddenly turn to alcohol? That's like putting out fire with gasoline. Never drink because you're miserable. Only when you're happy.


Do what's in front of you. If you can tolerate it don't quit. You don't have to like it, I don't like my job, but I can tolerate it so that's why I don't quit.

 

[Bewusst]

Yeah what a weak ass move. Faced with problems and you suddenly turn to alcohol? That's like putting out fire with gasoline. Never drink because you're miserable. Only when you're happy.

 

[Bewusst]

nigga is @IwantToLooksMaxx maxxing.

fr tho, fuck the jobcenter, they try everything to bully you. fk em

He chose being homeless. That's different

 

[CursedOne]

this is what I dont understand about germans... Why cant you guys still live with your families until you guys have enough financial power to back you up? Im 26 and still live with my family

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Not very often does a thread affect me on the utmost moral level of what being human is about. And this being no exception.

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

My advice though. Keep pushing doors open. And not a Jamal way. Honest form.

 

[Bewusst]

My advice though. Keep pushing doors open. And not a Jamal way. Honest form.

What do you suggest?

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

What do you suggest?

Get into the best shape of your life and the rest will balance itself.

 

[Bewusst]

Get into the best shape of your life and the rest will balance itself.

Physically? Mentally? How am I supposed to get in shape if I have no money for the surgeries I need?

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Physically? Mentally? How am I supposed to get in shape if I have no money for the surgeries I need?

Ugh. Workout until you get the money. Wait. UGH! I'm a man full of ideas. And you're in luck. Open a GoFundme account. Then panhandle the world with a good sales pitch. Such as, "I'm trying to get plastic surgery and have no job. Please, if you can find it in your heart, spare some money and help me looksmax! Trust me. You won't regret it."