coolguyjames
Gold
- Joined
- Sep 22, 2024
- Posts
- 752
- Reputation
- 686
I'm here because of other people. It's their fault. It's also my family's fault. Also my fault. I'm here because it will only end if I look better, if I'm more popular, if I'm stronger, more social and more emotionally intelligent than others. I'm done with procrastination in fact if I do it again I will burn myself with very hot showers. I'm working out, I'm collecting more followers on instagram, I'm buying better clothes, I'm softmaxxing too and doing many methods, bonesmashing, I'm on a calorie deficit, I'm ignoring women, I'm bringing others down, I'm starving sometimes but not always since I need protein and energy so I eat low calorie protein rich food, more potassium, and more water.
I'm building myself and destroying the curse. The curse was me after all. It is my fault as well. Maybe I got bullied for my looks and weight before but no more.
Phase 1 was getting bullied for my looks, weight, hair and voice
Phase 2 was the beggining of self improvement but still getting bullied for being lonely and trying to looksmax
Phase 3 was learning more about looks and looksmaxing too, learning about blackpill as well, starting to fit in as well since I just started going to high school, girls started talking to me
Phase 4 was when I started getting more ignored, I looked way much better but still I got ignored by girls who talked to me before and then new girls look at me and blush but then again, they start ignoring me later. What I want is to never be ignored and always be in center of attention.
And here is the final phase.
Phase 5, nothing is stopping me now but me, if I ever procrastinate or do something that slows me down, whether it's getting more fat or not exercising or acting dumb, I'm punishing myself physically like punching myself, hot showers that burn and starving for one day and only drinking water during that day.
I WILL MOG THE WHOLE SCHOOL AND I WILL BE THE MOST POPULAR GUY AND I WILL HAVE THE BEST GRADES AGAIN. I AM BUILDING MYSELF AND I'M DESTROYING THE CURSE.
I'm building myself and destroying the curse. The curse was me after all. It is my fault as well. Maybe I got bullied for my looks and weight before but no more.
Phase 1 was getting bullied for my looks, weight, hair and voice
Phase 2 was the beggining of self improvement but still getting bullied for being lonely and trying to looksmax
Phase 3 was learning more about looks and looksmaxing too, learning about blackpill as well, starting to fit in as well since I just started going to high school, girls started talking to me
Phase 4 was when I started getting more ignored, I looked way much better but still I got ignored by girls who talked to me before and then new girls look at me and blush but then again, they start ignoring me later. What I want is to never be ignored and always be in center of attention.
And here is the final phase.
Phase 5, nothing is stopping me now but me, if I ever procrastinate or do something that slows me down, whether it's getting more fat or not exercising or acting dumb, I'm punishing myself physically like punching myself, hot showers that burn and starving for one day and only drinking water during that day.
I WILL MOG THE WHOLE SCHOOL AND I WILL BE THE MOST POPULAR GUY AND I WILL HAVE THE BEST GRADES AGAIN. I AM BUILDING MYSELF AND I'M DESTROYING THE CURSE.
