KraftDurchLeid
psl check
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When I was at around 14-15% bf a few weeks ago, I would have rated myself around 3.5psl - the best I ever looked.
I wanted to bulk. I knew it would bring me up to 16%-20% bf again and I would be <3psl like I was in my youth but I thought it would be worth it in the end since I could i could be as lean or even leaner again as I was before and have more muscle.
Now that I‘m 3 weeks into the bulk, it becomes very hard for me to endure that I have become such a bloated ugly creature and I don‘t know if I can mentally handle it much longer. Since I have almost no social interaction apart from my part-time job, the time to be an ugly subhuman would be perfect but
I wanted to bulk. I knew it would bring me up to 16%-20% bf again and I would be <3psl like I was in my youth but I thought it would be worth it in the end since I could i could be as lean or even leaner again as I was before and have more muscle.
Now that I‘m 3 weeks into the bulk, it becomes very hard for me to endure that I have become such a bloated ugly creature and I don‘t know if I can mentally handle it much longer. Since I have almost no social interaction apart from my part-time job, the time to be an ugly subhuman would be perfect but