idnap
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There's no fucking fun in celebrating this manmade holiday when you're below HTN.
I have nobody I like to celebrate it with.
I spend all my time sacrificing my youth and freetime strictly on moneymaxxing.
In the past 3 weeks I've made money that in the past I dreamt of hitting.
I should've made AT LEAST 40K this Q4.
I'm so fucking behind.
My efforts are unrecognized and do not matter to anyone.
People pray on my downfall.
I don't talk to nobody at school. It's just me now.
Me and my fucking money. Me and my own self-sabotaging brain and the clock that ticks away at my youth.
I want to carve up my fucking face and perform a DIY lefort 3. I'm so fucking done with this shit.
I'm a human just like anyone else. I'm naturally lazy and want to LDAR and fuck.
But I cannot afford that luxury.
My cousins look down on me. They don't want to see me win. They harvest my energy and brush me off.
Nobody takes me serious.
Why the fuck am I here?
Holy fuck, my inner monologue sounds like a True subhuman. Brutal as I was once a happy well-accepted class clown as an elementarycel.
All the positive feedback - it was all superficial to my looks. No one fucking cares about me. I hate this world.
I have nobody I like to celebrate it with.
I spend all my time sacrificing my youth and freetime strictly on moneymaxxing.
In the past 3 weeks I've made money that in the past I dreamt of hitting.
I should've made AT LEAST 40K this Q4.
I'm so fucking behind.
My efforts are unrecognized and do not matter to anyone.
People pray on my downfall.
I don't talk to nobody at school. It's just me now.
Me and my fucking money. Me and my own self-sabotaging brain and the clock that ticks away at my youth.
I want to carve up my fucking face and perform a DIY lefort 3. I'm so fucking done with this shit.
I'm a human just like anyone else. I'm naturally lazy and want to LDAR and fuck.
But I cannot afford that luxury.
My cousins look down on me. They don't want to see me win. They harvest my energy and brush me off.
Nobody takes me serious.
Why the fuck am I here?
Holy fuck, my inner monologue sounds like a True subhuman. Brutal as I was once a happy well-accepted class clown as an elementarycel.
All the positive feedback - it was all superficial to my looks. No one fucking cares about me. I hate this world.
