Called some older woman an ugly bitch because she was staring at me

[Turtle]

QIt was a nice evening so I went for a walk to this field near me with a lake the other side and there was a group of teens playing football with three older women watching by the side who | assume were their mums and when I was walking past, one of them just stared at me with this deadpan expression so I held eye contact and she just continued looking at me with this flat almost bewildered expression, then her dog started growling and barking at me until I passed and I looked back at them and they were like kinda smirking at eachother with this wide eyed "oh shit" expression

I walked to lake to try and take my mind off it but it ruined my mood so much I had to walk back past them to see if the woman would stare at me again and they saw me in the distance then like moved out the way like I was a crackhead or something then she stared at me again so I just said "stop staring at me like that man" and then called her an ugly bitch to which she just shouted "oi!" Then I continued walking and heard her telling the group of lads about it

I'm just losing my fucking mind about this, it's completely ruined my mind to keep going out and constantly seeing people's reactions to my appearance like this, just because I wonky eyes and a big nose and an asymmetrical face thats enough of a reason for people to just stare at me warily like I'm some fucking freak or something, they just take one look at me and assume I'm some creepy crackhead and it's not fucking fair, these stares happen to me constantly but I really just lost my temper today because I was literally just walking past them like normal and she just stared me down like I'm a different species, and I just know that when her dog started growling at me in her mind she was like "see, even my dog can sense that he's a bad person I was right in my initial shallow judgement of him"

It just hurts, I can't keep dealing with seeing peoples reactions to my face

 

[ig.sashabilddebb]

QIt was a nice evening so I went for a walk to this field near me with a lake the other side and there was a group of teens playing football with three older women watching by the side who | assume were their mums and when I was walking past, one of them just stared at me with this deadpan expression so I held eye contact and she just continued looking at me with this flat almost bewildered expression, then her dog started growling and barking at me until I passed and I looked back at them and they were like kinda smirking at eachother with this wide eyed "oh shit" expression

I walked to lake to try and take my mind off it but it ruined my mood so much I had to walk back past them to see if the woman would stare at me again and they saw me in the distance then like moved out the way like I was a crackhead or something then she stared at me again so I just said "stop staring at me like that man" and then called her an ugly bitch to which she just shouted "oi!" Then I continued walking and heard her telling the group of lads about it

I'm just losing my fucking mind about this, it's completely ruined my mind to keep going out and constantly seeing people's reactions to my appearance like this, just because I wonky eyes and a big nose and an asymmetrical face thats enough of a reason for people to just stare at me warily like I'm some fucking freak or something, they just take one look at me and assume I'm some creepy crackhead and it's not fucking fair, these stares happen to me constantly but I really just lost my temper today because I was literally just walking past them like normal and she just stared me down like I'm a different species, and I just know that when her dog started growling at me in her mind she was like "see, even my dog can sense that he's a bad person I was right in my initial shallow judgement of him"

It just hurts, I can't keep dealing with seeing peoples reactions to my face

Hi mate, i dont know what you are looking in real life and it really doesnt matter. Just to be clear dont pay attention to these people dont have anger in yourself be kind also when the others are not its the best option dont forget u are loved by someone.

 

[roidar]

QIt was a nice evening so I went for a walk to this field near me with a lake the other side and there was a group of teens playing football with three older women watching by the side who | assume were their mums and when I was walking past, one of them just stared at me with this deadpan expression so I held eye contact and she just continued looking at me with this flat almost bewildered expression, then her dog started growling and barking at me until I passed and I looked back at them and they were like kinda smirking at eachother with this wide eyed "oh shit" expression

I walked to lake to try and take my mind off it but it ruined my mood so much I had to walk back past them to see if the woman would stare at me again and they saw me in the distance then like moved out the way like I was a crackhead or something then she stared at me again so I just said "stop staring at me like that man" and then called her an ugly bitch to which she just shouted "oi!" Then I continued walking and heard her telling the group of lads about it

I'm just losing my fucking mind about this, it's completely ruined my mind to keep going out and constantly seeing people's reactions to my appearance like this, just because I wonky eyes and a big nose and an asymmetrical face thats enough of a reason for people to just stare at me warily like I'm some fucking freak or something, they just take one look at me and assume I'm some creepy crackhead and it's not fucking fair, these stares happen to me constantly but I really just lost my temper today because I was literally just walking past them like normal and she just stared me down like I'm a different species, and I just know that when her dog started growling at me in her mind she was like "see, even my dog can sense that he's a bad person I was right in my initial shallow judgement of him"

It just hurts, I can't keep dealing with seeing peoples reactions to my face

always judge a book by its cover

 

[Trenscension]

It just hurts, I can't keep dealing with seeing peoples reactions to my face

brutal shit but always be kind to others, can't blame her. anyone can't help but look at subhumans/the visually disabled

 

[Turtle]

brutal shit but always be kind to others, can't blame her. anyone can't help but look at subhumans/the visually disabled

Why should I be kind when she just full on stared me down because I look different