Calling all oldcels (22+) gtfih. when did your life peak(so far)?

[Deleted member 17379]

for me it was likely 16-17
im 23 now

 

[Deleted member 2403]

@EktoPlasma your old im not

 

[Deleted member 18032]

26. I am coping it will in my 30s.

 

[juste]

8

 

[CupOfCoffee]

I didn't even peak yet. But I ascended like a madman from teenager to 23. I look like a completely different person and I'm 100% serious

 

[Deleted member 16101]

19
i was in college, leanest i ever was, highest T (i test regularly), no addictions at all (addicted to weed, porn, video games and internet now) single, had great friends, low stress, future was wide open

now at 25 im just trying to be healthy again and preparing for career/family

 

[Deleted member 16101]

i mean i managed to get into medical school which is nice and met my gf but honestly my life is fucking boring now lol
a huge part of it is dopamine overload and desensitization all the things i used to love just feel bland now...

tbh i abused amphetamines in med school so thats certainly part of it....

 

[Reckless Turtle]

No prepubescent ages?

 

[Deleted member 17379]

26. I am coping it will in my 30s.

omg
its you
im aspiegymcel

 

[Deleted member 18032]

omg
its you
im aspiegymcel

Fucking lol man, have you peaked yet? How many hookers have you fucked already?

 

[Deleted member 17379]

Fucking lol man, have you peaked yet? How many hookers have you fucked already?

i peaked in high school easily
i am extremely depressed now and i have zero desire to do anything but post bait threads on /pol/ and play animal crossing

its only been 36 hookers thus far
i can barely get hard from hookers anymore and i go completely limp after the first pop

 

[Deleted member 16101]

i peaked in high school easily
i am extremely depressed now and i have zero desire to do anything but post bait threads on /pol/ and play animal crossing

its only been 36 hookers thus far
i can barely get hard from hookers anymore and i go completely limp after the first pop

im honestly rotting on a lite-version of what you're doing
theres no reason adult life should suck we just fell into a rotting rut

 

[Deleted member 18032]

i peaked in high school easily
i am extremely depressed now and i have zero desire to do anything but post bait threads on /pol/ and play animal crossing

its only been 36 hookers thus far
i can barely get hard from hookers anymore and i go completely limp after the first pop

Slayer, escortmaxxing is ideal. Any civilians?

 

[coping ethnic]

18-20 peak after that it came social isolation

 

[Deleted member 17379]

Slayer, escortmaxxing is ideal. Any civilians?

i literally cannot talk to people irl and i am still unable to tell if i am ok looking and could get laid for free or if i am truly ugly as hell
that is to say, i cannot distinguish which idea is the delusion
so no civvie lays

 

[Deleted member 17379]

im honestly rotting on a lite-version of what you're doing
theres no reason adult life should suck we just fell into a rotting rut

do you play animal crossing

 

[Deleted member 18032]

i literally cannot talk to people irl and i am still unable to tell if i am ok looking and could get laid for free or if i am truly ugly as hell
that is to say, i cannot distinguish which idea is the delusion
so no civvie lays

Wtf, how, you are good looking and big framed mulatto Slayer?

 

[Deleted member 16101]

do you play animal crossing

no recently im playing elden ring and league of legends
i dont enjoy games anymore i just have severe ADHD from likely dopamine deficiency

 

[Deleted member 16101]

tbh i completely gave up on everything including trying to be happy or live a healthy lifestyle to grind my way through med school which was brutal

i need to get back my energy again and go back to a less rotter life

 

[Deleted member 17379]

no recently im playing elden ring and league of legends
i dont enjoy games anymore i just have severe ADHD from likely dopamine deficiency

i like animal crossing a lot because it is relaxing and there isnt much to do
its the only game im really into right now
i also think the vibe suits me, i saw all those little depressed white girls who playit all day and i was like
damn
i feel like them
maybe i should give it a try
and here we are

 

[Deleted member 17379]

tbh i completely gave up on everything including trying to be happy or live a healthy lifestyle to grind my way through med school which was brutal

i need to get back my energy again and go back to a less rotter life

med school sounds likehell

im 23 and still an undergrad at a plain jane state school
cant hack it!

 

[Deleted member 17379]

Wtf, how, you are good looking and big framed mulatto Slayer?

lol
i am just not good enough it seems

 

[cvzvvc]

31 years old and slaying more women and hotter women every year. JFL at life ends at 22 horseshit

 

[Deleted member 16101]

med school sounds likehell

im 23 and still an undergrad at a plain jane state school
cant hack it!

it was insanely hard for me cuz im a average iq tard
so many days i grinded for 16 hours straight on ritalin and modafinil
that kinda pressure destroyed my hobbies and passions my only thought was how i was going to survive the next week of hardcore grinding

 

[Deleted member 18032]

med school sounds likehell

im 23 and still an undergrad at a plain jane state school
cant hack it!

Wtf. You were undergrad even back in 2018

 

[Deleted member 17379]

it was insanely hard for me cuz im a average iq tard
so many days i grinded for 16 hours straight on ritalin and modafinil
that kinda pressure destroyed my hobbies and passions my only thought was how i was going to survive the next week of hardcore grinding

that's a nightmare
i just can't do that
i would crack from the pressure within a few weeks
it looks like you survived though

 

[.👽.]

22+ tbh cuz i was a late bloomer and looks/mentality improved alot. but im behind in everything else in life

 

[Deleted member 18032]

it was insanely hard for me cuz im a average iq tard
so many days i grinded for 16 hours straight on ritalin and modafinil
that kinda pressure destroyed my hobbies and passions my only thought was how i was going to survive the next week of hardcore grinding

I wish I had known about modafinil during my IIT prep. I was instead waking up early to watch 3gp porn that was downloaded overnight on 2g network
@Adamantium

 

[Deleted member 16571]

17-19

Now I'm in my 30s.

It's literally over after 20. Don't even cope guys.

 

[Deleted member 17379]

Wtf. You were undergrad even back in 2018

yes
i started college in 2017
i have been barely taking classes
and i have failed easy classes multiple times like introductory history just because i never showed up

 

[Deleted member 18032]

yes
i started college in 2017
i have been barely taking classes
and i have failed easy classes multiple times like introductory history just because i never showed up

Wtf man. Take a break from posting here just lol

 

[Deleted member 17379]

Wtf man. Take a break from posting here just lol

last semester i barely passed a class because i completely forget about the final

 

[Deleted member 16101]

17-19

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Now I'm in my 30s.
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It's literally over after 20. Don't even cope guys.

are you excited for match day? is it march 18th as well for EU IMGs?

 

[Deleted member 16101]

that's a nightmare
i just can't do that
i would crack from the pressure within a few weeks
it looks like you survived though

it completely changed my personality and brain (or maybe that was just the amphetamines i used for 2 years)
my motivation and "lust for life" crashed to zero lol i dont think im depressed but im apathetic as fuck now
the pro is that i have negative social anxiety now which helps with working in a hospital
not that i was very anxious to begin with but i completely dgaf about anything now

 

[Deleted member 18032]

last semester i barely passed a class because i completely forget about the final

It happened with me too, I graduated a year late because I would forget to go for my exams after a long night of lookism shitposting and didn't care.
No one believes me in my master's when I tell them how bad I flunked so when they ask me why it happened I say, got cucked by gf or drugs or some shit bcause that's far less embarassing

 

[CupOfCoffee]

i mean i managed to get into medical school which is nice and met my gf but honestly my life is fucking boring now lol
a huge part of it is dopamine overload and desensitization all the things i used to love just feel bland now...

tbh i abused amphetamines in med school so thats certainly part of it....

How far into med school did you get?

 

[Deleted member 16101]

How far into med school did you get?

im 2 months from graduating about 3.5 months from starting residency

 

[CupOfCoffee]

im 2 months from graduating about 3.5 months from starting residency

Jesus I'm impressed. Age?

 

[Deleted member 17379]

it completely changed my personality and brain (or maybe that was just the amphetamines i used for 2 years)
my motivation and "lust for life" crashed to zero lol i dont think im depressed but im apathetic as fuck now
the pro is that i have negative social anxiety now which helps with working in a hospital
not that i was very anxious to begin with but i completely dgaf about anything now

i suppose apathy is better than misery
but lacking that lust for life is still horrible
i understand though
i wake up and just wish i could sleep again

 

[Deleted member 16101]

Jesus I'm impressed. Age?

25
i would say i had the worst experiences of my life in med school
90 hour study weeks with fucked up sleep and appetite just to do below average sometimes i had some gigadark moments

 

[Deleted member 16571]

are you excited for match day? is it march 18th as well for EU IMGs?

I didn't go to medical school in Ukraine but I'll pretty much know on the 14th because I only ranked 1 program out of the 10 or so I interviewed at (cuz of specialty and matching in the same city as my wife matched last year, I'll just find a research position at a local uni and try again if anything).

 

[Deleted member 17379]

It happened with me too, I graduated a year late because I would forget to go for my exams after a long night of lookism shitposting and didn't care.
No one believes me in my master's when I tell them how bad I flunked so when they ask me why it happened I say, got cucked by gf or drugs or some shit bcause that's far less embarassing

you seem to be doing well now, so the past really is the past
and you definitelydont look old from what i remember so i can still envision you doing anything you missed out on

 

[Deleted member 16101]

another thing is i started to hate people for some reason
i was a happy and extroverted teen
i feel like a bitter old man now
i have all the signs of dopamine deficient apathy

 

[Deleted member 16101]

I didn't go to medical school in Ukraine but I'll pretty much know on the 14th because I only ranked 1 program out of the 10 or so I interviewed at (cuz of specialty and matching in the same city as my wife matched last year, I'll just find a research position at a local uni and try again if anything).

good luck man next week will be the finish line

 

[Deleted member 16571]

i mean i managed to get into medical school which is nice and met my gf but honestly my life is fucking boring now lol
a huge part of it is dopamine overload and desensitization all the things i used to love just feel bland now...

tbh i abused amphetamines in med school so thats certainly part of it....

A lot of my classmates abused adderall, Ritalin and cocaine lmao. I'm way too uptight for that shit. Where are you in the process?

 

[Deleted member 18032]

you seem to be doing well now, so the past really is the past
and you definitelydont look old from what i remember so i can still envision you doing anything you missed out on

Nah man. I got a huge bald spot on my crown again now. It's filling up after hard dermarolling but there is always some major impediment or the other to looks as well as career improvement.

Yeah I am coping I will live my 20s in my 30s so working on that instead.

 

[Deleted member 16101]

i suppose apathy is better than misery
but lacking that lust for life is still horrible
i understand though
i wake up and just wish i could sleep again

i had some mega schizo moments from the stress
i remember one time i thought it was all over cuz i was performing like shit despite grinding like a maniac
i walked out into the street at 3 AM and gave $20 to this anorexic homeless lady and told her to help me feel better and she started telling me her whole fucked up life story

honestly she saved my life and career i was ready to OD at that point tbh

 

[Deleted member 16101]

A lot of my classmates abused adderall, Ritalin and cocaine lmao. I'm way too uptight for that shit. Where are you in the process?

same as you man 1 week out from match day

 

[CupOfCoffee]

25
i would say i had the worst experiences of my life in med school
90 hour study weeks with fucked up sleep and appetite just to do below average sometimes i had some gigadark moments

I literally can't do that. I can't study more than 3-4 hours per day without losing my mind.

 

[Deleted member 17763]

So far the most fun time of my life was when I was 21 constantly partying/hanging out with friends and barely had any responsibilities. Ironically I pulled the most then even though I looked significantly worse just because I was always meeting knew people. Can only imagine what that year would have been like if I was looksmaxxed.

Life has been fine since but just more relaxed, everyone gets girlfriends and jobs and moves away eventually