came across box of love letters from first love

[idealistsynth]

brutal I ruined my teenage innocent love. went on a date today and finally was feeling ok but rereading letters is ruining any semblance of mental health I built up

 

[TiktokUser]

you're a weak pathetic man lmao

 

[idealistsynth]

@nestivv

 

[nestivv]

brutal I ruined my teenage innocent love. went on a date today and finally was feeling ok but rereading letters is ruining any semblance of mental health I built up

Ruined chance can hurt.

 

[maximuslaid]

brutal I ruined my teenage innocent love. went on a date today and finally was feeling ok but rereading letters is ruining any semblance of mental health I built up

I miss teenage love, i turn 18 next year and i only had 1 gf in my teenage years

I wish the relationship lasted longer, i wish i wasnt such a soyboy cuck, i wish i could fix things w her

 

[idealistsynth]

Ruined chance can hurt.

she ended up starting to hurt herself after our relationship and has never dated again. cut off all friends too and stop going to church. just rots at home, doesn’t eat, anything

 

[idealistsynth]

I miss teenage love, i turn 18 next year and i only had 1 gf in my teenage years

I wish the relationship lasted longer, i wish i wasnt such a soyboy cuck, i wish i could fix things w her

I grew up with my first love. we were friends in elementary and junior high, always had a small crush on each other but were afraid. dated in HS, made prom court, typical iconic HS sweetheart couple.

she’d draw pictures of us all the time. I still have her paintings

 

[unkownincel]

brutal I ruined my teenage innocent love. went on a date today and finally was feeling ok but rereading letters is ruining any semblance of mental health I built up

my first "love" was a whore

 

[maximuslaid]

I grew up with my first love. we were friends in elementary and junior high, always had a small crush on each other but were afraid. dated in HS, made prom court, typical iconic HS sweetheart couple.

she’d draw pictures of us all the time. I still have her paintings

Wtf your story was beautiful nigga

 

[idealistsynth]

Wtf your story was beautiful nigga

thx she actually used to drive me around when i was a broke boy with no car haha

I used to be a little fat fuck and she’d cook me all my favorite foods we’d cook tg and I’d eat haha it was so cute

 

[buddyboyos]

she ended up starting to hurt herself after our relationship and has never dated again. cut off all friends too and stop going to church. just rots at home, doesn’t eat, anything

what went wrong?

 

[maximuslaid]

thx she actually used to drive me around when i was a broke boy with no car haha

I used to be a little fat fuck and she’d cook me all my favorite foods we’d cook tg and I’d eat haha it was so cute

Did you ever try to contact w her after the breakup or something?

 

[SoundnVision]

600mg test

 

[idealistsynth]

what went wrong?

it’s a complicated story. Her sister attempted suicide and was super close to being successful. She was extremely distraught at the time and I was resigned from the situation since I was pursuing some sort of internship

all sorts of stuff out of our control happened to her. unfortunately she’ll never be the same again. I still talk to her and try to take care of her. She’s kind of mentally disabled now sadly

 

[buddyboyos]

it’s a complicated story. Her sister attempted suicide and was super close to being successful. She was extremely distraught at the time and I was resigned from the situation since I was pursuing some sort of internship

all sorts of stuff out of our control happened to her. unfortunately she’ll never be the same again. I still talk to her and try to take care of her. She’s kind of mentally disabled now sadly

i'm sorry man

 

[idealistsynth]

Did you ever try to contact w her after the breakup or something?

yes I do stay in contact and I meet up with her everytime I go back to my hometown. Unfortunately, she isn’t mentally okay anymore. She was quite slim and already had abs but has lost 10-15 pounds since because of no eating and shit. It’s just sad man

 

[idealistsynth]

I’ve gone out with other girls since even fucked other bitches but anytime I do I feel disgusting. I’m just sad my sweet girls life got ruined by this cruel world

 

[idealistsynth]

you're a weak pathetic man lmao

and then you got stupid incels saying this shit jfl

 

[TiktokUser]

and then you got stupid incels saying this shit jfl

nigga reading love letters somehow fucked up your mental health
womanlike behavior

 

[maximuslaid]

yes I do stay in contact and I meet up with her everytime I go back to my hometown. Unfortunately, she isn’t mentally okay anymore. She was quite slim and already had abs but has lost 10-15 pounds since because of no eating and shit. It’s just sad man

Holy shit thats brutal

Hope you guys r doing well rn

 

[Poisonpunk3]

you're a weak pathetic man lmao

Fuck you bitch. Laughing at at a man during a sensitive moment is pathetic. Fuck you, your ass needs to be gone ragebait dicksucking piece of shit.

 

[TiktokUser]

Fuck you bitch. Laughing at at a man during a sensitive moment is pathetic. Fuck you, your ass needs to be gone ragebait dicksucking piece of shit.

you're acting like his girlfriend of 5 years cheated on him with a nigger

he literally is crying over love letters...

 

[idealistsynth]

Holy shit thats brutal

Hope you guys r doing well rn

I’ve given her parents around ten thousand dollars to help with her sister and her medical treatments.

I don’t think she’ll ever return to being normal but I genuinely hope one day she does. I sold my first car to help out. My parents are very well off, yet didn’t approve of me helping in any way, since she wasn’t brown.

Eventually I’ll have to cut contact with her though. Literally any date I go on is a brutal reminder I have to find a new girl since my old one got mentally ruined by life

 

[idealistsynth]

you're acting like his girlfriend of 5 years cheated on him with a nigger

he literally is crying over love letters...

read the thread she got mentally disabled due to trauma and we dated for 4 years, known each other for 10.

didn’t cry just got extremely sad and angry that such a creative girl got her mental destroyed

 

[Poisonpunk3]

you're acting like his girlfriend of 5 years cheated on him with a nigger

he literally is crying over love letters...

That's how being a trucel feels like, anything that reminds of what could've been hurts. "High T" brah I need vulnerable moments. Ain't no one gonna be all vulnerable with me when I'm Subhuman.

 

[NATO_reforger85]

I lose my first chance in 16, when after first meetings got attached and every day wrinting her, shes tired from this and rejected me. Sometimes need be cold. This sad. But she LTB and i moggs her

 

[Iblamek.]

yes I do stay in contact and I meet up with her everytime I go back to my hometown. Unfortunately, she isn’t mentally okay anymore. She was quite slim and already had abs but has lost 10-15 pounds since because of no eating and shit. It’s just sad man

Im really sorry that happened to you

 

[nestivv]

mentally disabled for 4 years, sad and angry

 

[TiktokUser]

That's how being a trucel feels like, anything that reminds of what could've been hurts. "High T" brah I need vulnerable moments. Ain't no one gonna be all vulnerable with me when I'm Subhuman.

there’s nothing high T about refusing to cry over things you can’t change while obsessing over the past with full emotion. That’s just womanlike behavior.