Can anyone give me tips on how ascend futher?

[EvilUserName0009]

I am a 16 year old truecel living in Southern Austria i lived in England for 5 years and tbh I can't speak very good German during those 5 years my ignorant parental figure which i will not go into detail about feed me nothing but goyslop my max weight was 110kg back in 2022 my current weight is 72kg alot of people irl un ironically told me to ropemax but idk i try to train atleast 5 times a week I either go to my local gym or I workout at home my exercises consists of 5 pushups for warmup then 4 sets of pushups till failure I've been doing this for around a month I started training consistently 3 months ago at heart im looking for any tips on how to improve myself and how to grow taller I already do bloodflow restriction training on my legs but it doesn't seem to work does anyone know we're I can buy steroids or hgh for my face I try to bonesmash and fraudmax with makeup my eye area is actually kinda good if i say so myself but my family and school caught me bonesmashing and forced me to stop
Btw im very new this is my first post if I have done something wrong please correct me
One last thing these 2 images are from 2 separate times one is from 2024 and the other is from last week
Maybe I should just rope?

 

[Deleted member 319442]

=lose wright

=canthoplasty

=train massiders / jaw implants

=infra orbitals implants

=grow out facail hair

=do skin lightning treatments

 

[160cmcurry]

fat and ugly. shred down. brutal pheno.