160cmcurry
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I feel like I can't be a femboy because I'm black. All the femboys I see are of every race but black, with the most liked ones usually being white and asian people. I feel like my race makes people see me as less feminine, as we're constantly shown images of black men being "thugs" in the news or even in porn. I even joined a femboy discord server once, and when they found out I'm black they all started calling me the n-word. Not one person saw anything wrong with it.
All in all I don't feel welcome at all in this community, and I don't think I'll ever really be accepted by other femboys because I guess my race makes me worse than them in some way. Idk I'm going on a tangent but all the racism I've had to deal with is just really getting to me and I feel like there's no community where I feel safe. I'm thinking I might abandon the whole femboy thing and just be the masculine, aggressive, dominant man that everyone thinks I should be.
Sorry for ranting and thanks if you read through all of it <3
@pfl @Saint Casanova
All in all I don't feel welcome at all in this community, and I don't think I'll ever really be accepted by other femboys because I guess my race makes me worse than them in some way. Idk I'm going on a tangent but all the racism I've had to deal with is just really getting to me and I feel like there's no community where I feel safe. I'm thinking I might abandon the whole femboy thing and just be the masculine, aggressive, dominant man that everyone thinks I should be.
Sorry for ranting and thanks if you read through all of it <3
@pfl @Saint Casanova
