
Vermilioncore
a story of suffering and affliction
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im 23 years old , i dont have education. i cant do nothing, im a slow learner, , im untalented, unhealthy , i like to jerk off, watch movies, listen to sad music and eat mcdonalds
. i get fired from every job i get, i never try hard at these jobs but i also never really understand what i should do ( all my co workers thought im completely incompetent at every job i ever had) . my driving instructor thought i was retarded and said that if i get license i will kill someone . i literally got laughed at by my manager at burger king for not being able to put fries in the bag , or not being able to learn how to mop the floor. i am scared to call anyone, i have anxiety and im also 5ft10 manlet in 6ft average country with beer belly already .
guys, give me advice please…I need to know how to become java developer or something , maybe I’ll start a poker career. Tell me how to start life from scratch i already listen to motivational podcasts every morning but i keep falling to my bad habits.
It’s a never ending cycle. If I don’t find a way out I’m gonna dig deeper and kill myself with liquor and greasy zog slop
. i get fired from every job i get, i never try hard at these jobs but i also never really understand what i should do ( all my co workers thought im completely incompetent at every job i ever had) . my driving instructor thought i was retarded and said that if i get license i will kill someone . i literally got laughed at by my manager at burger king for not being able to put fries in the bag , or not being able to learn how to mop the floor. i am scared to call anyone, i have anxiety and im also 5ft10 manlet in 6ft average country with beer belly already .
guys, give me advice please…I need to know how to become java developer or something , maybe I’ll start a poker career. Tell me how to start life from scratch i already listen to motivational podcasts every morning but i keep falling to my bad habits.
It’s a never ending cycle. If I don’t find a way out I’m gonna dig deeper and kill myself with liquor and greasy zog slop