Cancer update

[MiserableMan]

I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck

You are lucky, wish i had blood cancer. Nature is a cruel thing, those who wish for death don't get it and those who don't get the worst life threatening disease.

 

[lucifer88]

You are lucky, wish i had blood cancer. Nature is a cruel thing, those who wish for death don't get it and those who don't get the worst life threatening disease.

why do you wish..?

 

[MiserableMan]

why do you wish..?

Don't like living.

 

[lucifer88]

Don't like living.

i totally relate to this but most of the times the reason why we dont enjoy living its because we arent, a lof of us are alive but that doesnt mean we're living

might be a little tricky sentence but its not hard to understand

when i didnt suffer from this disease and even mid way in it i wouldve want to die too but now i realize how much i value my life, i hope you find the purpose and reason youre looking for in your life so you cant stop just having your heart beat and actually start living with your soul and find beauty even in the things most dont

 

[MiserableMan]

i totally relate to this but most of the times the reason why we dont enjoy living its because we arent, a lof of us are alive and but that doesnt mean we're living

might be a little tricky sentence but its not hard to understand

when i didnt suffer from this disease and even mid way in it i wouldve want to die too but now i realize how much i value my life, i hope you find the purpose and reason youre looking for in your life so you cant stop just having your heart beat and actually start living with your soul and find beauty even in the things most dont

I don't have any purpose nor do i want to try, i am not depressed either. I just don't like living it's annoying, i just want death so i can't bother with anyone forever. Good luck with your journey though, hope you recovery since it looks like you wish to live.

 

[Rabbi]

@Rabbi what was your situation?

Hodgkin’s lymphoma. WBU?

 

[DxstZ]

nigga what
I did not know you had fucking cancer
Fuck man

 

[DxstZ]

love you dawg

u better win for me bruh

hi nutsack

 

[weepmeep]

No one deserves death except subhumans, ltns (No one likes them because of their appearance), and foids (whores, even mom). Good health to you.

 

[JordanFagget271]

I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck

nigga u crazy u started running tren while having cancer treatment and thats the reason ur health detoriated even further

also im the biggest glazer of aajonus and his book we want to live, and there he speaks about how he beat leukemia stage 3 back in 60s, the best book ever

 

[weepmeep]

nigga u crazy u started running tren while having cancer treatment and thats the reason ur health detoriated even further

also im the biggest glazer of aajonus and his book we want to live, and there he speaks about how he beat leukemia stage 3 back in 60s, the best book ever

Why do you want to kill him? He's already taking tren, and you want to infect him with a worm and maggots

 

[ihatereddit]

What type of cancer? 5 year survival rate?

 

[JordanFagget271]

Why do you want to kill him? He's already taking tren, and you want to infect him with a worm and maggots

grey

 

[iblamexyz]

I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck

Broski right now is your best time to give your Life to Christ

 

[weepmeep]

grey

the average primal dieter:

 

[weepmeep]

grey

This nigga is literally dying from trenbolone and you want his testosterone to skyrocket from a primal diet? Ascend or die?

 

[perculezz]

best of luck bro
hope u get better fight till the last moment dont let us down and die

 

[pale]

look into keto

you need to starve the cancercell by not eating for a couple of days. after that u need to eat a ZERO sugar (no fruits either) diet for a while

 

[Nutsack2000]

hi nutsack

whadup

 

[lucifer88]

Broski right now is your best time to give your Life to Christ

i dont really believe in god but i appreciate you for encouraging me

 

[lucifer88]

look into keto

you need to starve the cancercell by not eating for a couple of days. after that u need to eat a ZERO sugar (no fruits either) diet for a while

ill just stick to the chemo bud but thanks

 

[iblamexyz]

i dont really believe in god but i appreciate you for encouraging me

hey brother I'll pray for you

I hope you get healed but I promise you God can help you

 

[asdvek]

started running tren mid cancer

 

[lucifer88]

nigga what
I did not know you had fucking cancer
Fuck man

ill be alright man

 

[ethansm]

I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck

hope you make it bro

 

[pale]

ill just stick to the chemo bud but thanks

bad idea

do both. trust me the guy who found out about keto eating cancercells got a nobel price for it

 

[Sink]

praying for you bro

 

[lucifer88]

praying for you bro

@sin

 

[Whiteboard7]

I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck

Hopefully it gets better bhai. I hope so

 

[FutureSlayer]

stop the roids immediately, do the chemo and save your ass who gives a shit about some hair rn

 

[ikramy]

Hope you get well dude

 

[cash.org]

I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck

good luck vro. u making it out of cancer

 

[cash.org]

get off roids ur life is more importatnt rn

 

[lucifer88]

stop the roids immediately, do the chemo and save your ass who gives a shit about some hair rn

ywa ive been off cycle, js a little worried about my hair, ik, pussy behavior

 

[lucifer88]

Hope you get well dude

i fw the lion banner bro

 

[FutureSlayer]

ywa ive been off cycle, js a little worried about my hair, ik, pussy behavior

Do long fasting periods as well, will help

 

[manhattanbound]

I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck

Bro wtf I didn’t know u were going through this hope everything goes well for you

 

[manhattanbound]

You are lucky, wish i had blood cancer. Nature is a cruel thing, those who wish for death don't get it and those who don't get the worst life threatening disease.

I relate to this wish I could die a fast death tho

 

[Gamerspyy786]

Damn bro things could go really bad for you.

I guess this is a reminder that we all die one day, and death could be around the corner for just about anybody.

Do you believe in a life after death? Have you considered the possibility of God or a continuation of your own life after you die?

 

[The Grinch]

Buy a wig, also view it as lean-maxing

 

[AustrianMogger]

I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck

ngl maybe consider using the rope. Even if you survive if you ger fucked up with hair and face its not worth it.

 

[Sektor]

I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck

Will u spend you're last moments on org

 

[Insomnia]

I’m sorry bhai it must be horrible. Wishing you best of luck

 

[Gengar]

I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck

Health comes first, man. Your hair will grow back, but your health won’t if you don’t try and have it fixed.

 

[lucifer88]

ngl maybe consider using the rope. Even if you survive if you ger fucked up with hair and face its not worth it.

my face will be alright man, im currently htn so this shouldn't fuck me up that bad i dont even think i would look horrible being bald its literally just my emotional attachment to it but i dont really care anymore

im already on the process of survival

 

[lucifer88]

not at all, no i don't believe in the afterlife

could you talk to me about it? if you do

Damn bro things could go really bad for you.

I guess this is a reminder that we all die one day, and death could be around the corner for just about anybody.

Do you believe in a life after death? Have you considered the possibility of God or a continuation of your own life after you die?

 

[Gamerspyy786]

not at all, no i don't believe in the afterlife

could you talk to me about it? if you do

Sure bro.

Well I’m a Muslim and I believe in God and a day of judgement and an afterlife.

I guess I was confused for a while then realized the only faith that genuinely believes in one God and a day of judgement and heaven and hell in detail is Islam.

I came to this conclusion by taking a look at the world around me. Morality, how human beings can distinguish right from wrong, how intellectually advanced we are compared to other species. I knew that there must be a God and my life isn’t meaningless.

When I found Islam it increased me in faith because God says this life is a test. Every good action you do you will be rewarded for it in this life or the next and every bad you could be punished for it in this life or the next if you don’t repent.

As far as the afterlife that I believe in, as Muslims we believe everyone we be held accountable for their own actions and theirs alone. There will be a scale and if it tips more in favour of good you are spared from hell and granted access into heaven. And the opposite is true if it’s vice versa.

Of course you must believe in God, or else all of your good deeds will be of waste.


There’s much much more I can say but instead of hearing it from me you should watch this video and people that are more knowledgeable than me about Islam




And of course you can read the Quran as well for free online

 

[zemult]

Fuck cancer

 

[Francisco_Bs]

I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck

What religion?

 

[0 bone mass]

Hope it’s your last