iblameferreira
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I had a gf for about 10 months (Sep 2024 to Jun 2025); she was an absolutely gorgeous slavic blue eyed girl and redefined my type probably forever, but she treated me like shit. She wouldnt care about anything i wanted to achieve in life and just wanted to be with me and my attention, so, in June, after she fucking ruined my life, killed all my hobbies and contact with my friends and family, i cut her off.
I then got super motivated (cliche slop) and even ended up getting into modelling and making pretty respectable money, but I still cant forget her.
I can go on dates, can meet new people, but i cant forget her for shit.
And now i just feel so lonely, only working and going to the gym, which dont feel the void that i have inside.
And the worst feeling is thats shes probably fucking other guys that dont give a shit about her and she couldnt treat me right even if i was ready to give her the world.
In about a month or two ill lock tf in to try to get a great relationship and try to forget her, but it has been kinda tough. I saw one story of her today in one of my hoodies.
I then got super motivated (cliche slop) and even ended up getting into modelling and making pretty respectable money, but I still cant forget her.
I can go on dates, can meet new people, but i cant forget her for shit.
And now i just feel so lonely, only working and going to the gym, which dont feel the void that i have inside.
And the worst feeling is thats shes probably fucking other guys that dont give a shit about her and she couldnt treat me right even if i was ready to give her the world.
In about a month or two ill lock tf in to try to get a great relationship and try to forget her, but it has been kinda tough. I saw one story of her today in one of my hoodies.
