Can't look back at memories

[akz]

Anyone else just feel like shit looking back at old, good memories?
It's gotten to the point I cant look back, I either delete them or just refuse to open them.
Friends, trips, ex girlfriend. -- No matter what, I just cant look at them, even though they were the best times of my life.

 

[swt]

 

[Deleted member 109485]

i feel so good when i feel nostalgic it’s very bittersweet and makes you feel real

 

[akz]

i feel so good when i feel nostalgic it’s very bittersweet and makes you feel real

yeah but, i compare it to the life i live now and it sucks. even if im doing well for myself in the present, the nostalgia kills me so hard

 

[Deleted member 109485]

yeah but, i compare it to the life i live now and it sucks. even if im doing well for myself in the present, the nostalgia kills me so hard

it’s true the past is always better

 

[akz]

it’s true the past is always better

This is exactly what I fear on my death bed, the regret of not enjoying the past to its fullest whilst it was the present.

 

[Deleted member 109485]

This is exactly what I fear on my death bed, the regret of not enjoying the past to its fullest whilst it was the present.

i heard that in your deathbed your whole life flashes within your eyes

they don’t know that my whole life always flashes within my eyes every night when i remember the past

 

[akz]

i heard that in your deathbed your whole life flashes within your eyes

they don’t know that my whole life always slashes within my eyes every night when i remember the past

this shit so real

 

[just coping]

Can't relate never had good memories