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As toxic and selfish as it sounds once i get in a relationship I become very wary of ugly dudes outside with pretty women and get angry that theyre not with me. I have a gf and looks wise she's 7-8/10 goes to gym too, genuinely loves me. but because she is from suriname i cant be satisfied. My preference has never gone out to brown girls but this one was really pretty so i gave it a chance. im currently 23 years old. decent lookng and fitmaxxed since a year so it feels like im not living up to my potential by going with a woman who's ethnicity ive never had preference for. Im imagining how my kids will be brown and have to be involved with suriname culture and it's just not my preference. Ive tried to break up with her back in december when we werent so far so she could find someone who actually puts 100% energy in her but she basically said lets work things out etc. now we're 6 months further and Im still roaming around with these thoughts. I want to be a good human being but I dont know how to go about this