Can't take this life anymore

[Whiteboard7]

I hate the way I look, simple as that. I know deep down when I stare into my reflection I realize how asymmetrical, ugly, and imperfect my face is, I will never reach my goals regarding looks I'm just pushing up a boulder akin to Sisyphus. I know I'm a fakecel but even still it will never be enough I will always hate the way I look, act in life, etc.. I'm ND but even when I try to put on a mask the cracks start to give and the shinning light that is my true life shines through, I'm just off-putting. I never feel like I fit in, just a orbiter doomed to cycle around this current empty world. I want to look better I just know only hardmaxing can fix my philtrum. I don't know what to do anymore, if this keeps up it'll all be over by winter probably.

 

[Whiteboard7]

bump

 

[Whiteboard7]

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[Whiteboard7]

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[Whiteboard7]

any advice or nah @TenZi @KeepCopingLads

 

[KeepCopingLads]

I hate the way I look, simple as that. I know deep down when I stare into my reflection I realize how asymmetrical, ugly, and imperfect my face is, I will never reach my goals regarding looks I'm just pushing up a boulder akin to Sisyphus. I know I'm a fakecel but even still it will never be enough I will always hate the way I look, act in life, etc.. I'm ND but even when I try to put on a mask the cracks start to give and the shinning light that is my true life shines through, I'm just off-putting. I never feel like I fit in, just a orbiter doomed to cycle around this current empty world. I want to look better I just know only hardmaxing can fix my philtrum. I don't know what to do anymore, if this keeps up it'll all be over by winter probably.

guys be doing anything but getting their money up
what keeps me going is the thought of being htn+ in the future

 

[TenZi]

any advice or nah @TenZi @KeepCopingLads

Not really
I know how you look into a mirror, and hate what you see

 

[KeepCopingLads]

any advice or nah @TenZi @KeepCopingLads

1. its illogical to take your own life
if you do, its either darkness, no pain, no feelings, just nothing
or
an eternity spent in the flames of hell

even if you dont believe in religion, one must be open to all possibilities


2. get that money up

 

[Whiteboard7]

Not really
I know how you look into a mirror, and hate what you see

I gotcha boss

 

[Whiteboard7]

1. its illogical to take your own life
if you do, its either darkness, no pain, no feelings, just nothing
or
an eternity spent in the flames of hell

even if you dont believe in religion, one must be open to all possibilities


2. get that money up

I'm not gonna rope, feeling always gets worse during winters frost. I will try to get my money up tho boss

 

[KeepCopingLads]

I'm not gonna rope, feeling always gets worse during winters frost. I will try to get my money up tho boss

plus for your philtum problem
facial hair

 

[Whiteboard7]

guys be doing anything but getting their money up
what keeps me going is the thought of being htn+ in the future

Hope I can be MHTN in the future atleast, might be near impossible tho

 

[Whiteboard7]

plus for your philtum problem
facial hair

I will try, can't grow it naturally. You know what I look like tho right bhai??

 

[KeepCopingLads]

You know what I look like tho right bhai??

no

Hope I can be MHTN in the future atleast, might be near impossible tho

even hmtn and lhtn is good

 

[emomaxx]

blast some test, tren and gh

 

[Greyyz]

Don't kill yourself
I know deep down u want something more I can't give u advice cus I am in a similar situation we can dm and discuss

 

[Whiteboard7]

 

[Whiteboard7]

blast some test, tren and gh

Bro

 

[Greyyz]

no

even hmtn and lhtn is good

Female orb is sexy af ngl

 

[emomaxx]

Bro

scared of a little needle?

 

[Galvatron]

I hate the way I look, simple as that. I know deep down when I stare into my reflection I realize how asymmetrical, ugly, and imperfect my face is, I will never reach my goals regarding looks I'm just pushing up a boulder akin to Sisyphus. I know I'm a fakecel but even still it will never be enough I will always hate the way I look, act in life, etc.. I'm ND but even when I try to put on a mask the cracks start to give and the shinning light that is my true life shines through, I'm just off-putting. I never feel like I fit in, just a orbiter doomed to cycle around this current empty world. I want to look better I just know only hardmaxing can fix my philtrum. I don't know what to do anymore, if this keeps up it'll all be over by winter probably.

I put a towel over my mirror

 

[Whiteboard7]

I put a towel over my mirror

I could start doing that, thanks for the tip bhai

 

[KeepCopingLads]

scared of a little needle?

none of them wont change your bones

 

[emomaxx]

none of them wont change your bones

well yeah, im not ugly

 

[Whiteboard7]

scared of a little needle?

little bit

 

[Whiteboard7]

none of them wont change your bones

Might be too late for me

 

[Whiteboard7]

Have to go will make more statements later brb

 

[Clav's Baseball Cup]

Same brocel

 

[Whiteboard7]

Same brocel

Fr

 

[Whiteboard7]

Maybe some day it will be different