Can't take this life anymore

[Whiteboard7]

I hate the way I look, simple as that. I know deep down when I stare into my reflection I realize how asymmetrical, ugly, and imperfect my face is, I will never reach my goals regarding looks I'm just pushing up a boulder akin to Sisyphus. I know I'm a fakecel but even still it will never be enough I will always hate the way I look, act in life, etc.. I'm ND but even when I try to put on a mask the cracks start to give and the shinning light that is my true life shines through, I'm just off-putting. I never feel like I fit in, just a orbiter doomed to cycle around this current empty world. I want to look better I just know only hardmaxing can fix my philtrum. I don't know what to do anymore, if this keeps up it'll all be over by winter probably.

 

[Whiteboard7]

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[Whiteboard7]

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[Whiteboard7]

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[Whiteboard7]

any advice or nah @TenZi @KeepCopingLads

 

[KeepCopingLads]

I hate the way I look, simple as that. I know deep down when I stare into my reflection I realize how asymmetrical, ugly, and imperfect my face is, I will never reach my goals regarding looks I'm just pushing up a boulder akin to Sisyphus. I know I'm a fakecel but even still it will never be enough I will always hate the way I look, act in life, etc.. I'm ND but even when I try to put on a mask the cracks start to give and the shinning light that is my true life shines through, I'm just off-putting. I never feel like I fit in, just a orbiter doomed to cycle around this current empty world. I want to look better I just know only hardmaxing can fix my philtrum. I don't know what to do anymore, if this keeps up it'll all be over by winter probably.

guys be doing anything but getting their money up
what keeps me going is the thought of being htn+ in the future

 

[Deleted member 234528]

any advice or nah @TenZi @KeepCopingLads

Not really
I know how you look into a mirror, and hate what you see

 

[KeepCopingLads]

any advice or nah @TenZi @KeepCopingLads

1. its illogical to take your own life
if you do, its either darkness, no pain, no feelings, just nothing
or
an eternity spent in the flames of hell

even if you dont believe in religion, one must be open to all possibilities


2. get that money up

 

[Whiteboard7]

Not really
I know how you look into a mirror, and hate what you see

I gotcha boss

 

[Whiteboard7]

1. its illogical to take your own life
if you do, its either darkness, no pain, no feelings, just nothing
or
an eternity spent in the flames of hell

even if you dont believe in religion, one must be open to all possibilities


2. get that money up

I'm not gonna rope, feeling always gets worse during winters frost. I will try to get my money up tho boss

 

[KeepCopingLads]

I'm not gonna rope, feeling always gets worse during winters frost. I will try to get my money up tho boss

plus for your philtum problem
facial hair

 

[Whiteboard7]

guys be doing anything but getting their money up
what keeps me going is the thought of being htn+ in the future

Hope I can be MHTN in the future atleast, might be near impossible tho

 

[Whiteboard7]

plus for your philtum problem
facial hair

I will try, can't grow it naturally. You know what I look like tho right bhai??

 

[KeepCopingLads]

You know what I look like tho right bhai??

no

Hope I can be MHTN in the future atleast, might be near impossible tho

even hmtn and lhtn is good

 

[emogymmaxx]

blast some test, tren and gh

 

[Greyyz]

Don't kill yourself
I know deep down u want something more I can't give u advice cus I am in a similar situation we can dm and discuss

 

[Whiteboard7]

 

[Whiteboard7]

blast some test, tren and gh

Bro

 

[Greyyz]

no

even hmtn and lhtn is good

Female orb is sexy af ngl

 

[emogymmaxx]

Bro

scared of a little needle?

 

[Galvatron]

I hate the way I look, simple as that. I know deep down when I stare into my reflection I realize how asymmetrical, ugly, and imperfect my face is, I will never reach my goals regarding looks I'm just pushing up a boulder akin to Sisyphus. I know I'm a fakecel but even still it will never be enough I will always hate the way I look, act in life, etc.. I'm ND but even when I try to put on a mask the cracks start to give and the shinning light that is my true life shines through, I'm just off-putting. I never feel like I fit in, just a orbiter doomed to cycle around this current empty world. I want to look better I just know only hardmaxing can fix my philtrum. I don't know what to do anymore, if this keeps up it'll all be over by winter probably.

I put a towel over my mirror

 

[Whiteboard7]

I put a towel over my mirror

I could start doing that, thanks for the tip bhai

 

[KeepCopingLads]

scared of a little needle?

none of them wont change your bones

 

[emogymmaxx]

none of them wont change your bones

well yeah, im not ugly

 

[Whiteboard7]

scared of a little needle?

little bit

 

[Whiteboard7]

none of them wont change your bones

Might be too late for me

 

[Whiteboard7]

Have to go will make more statements later brb

 

[Clav's Baseball Cup]

Same brocel

 

[Whiteboard7]

Same brocel

Fr

 

[Whiteboard7]

Maybe some day it will be different

 

[awok]

guys be doing anything but getting their money up
what keeps me going is the thought of being htn+ in the future

That's all it is, cope, being htn+ is a purely genetic thing, no hard maxxing will ever save your or my face.

 

[awok]

plus for your philtum problem
facial hair

Growing facial hair is genuinely such bs bro. There's no shit growing a mustache is going to hide someone's subhuman philtrum.. even if it did its like putting makeup on acne, covering the problem instead of fixing it

 

[rawr]

I hate the way I look, simple as that. I know deep down when I stare into my reflection I realize how asymmetrical, ugly, and imperfect my face is, I will never reach my goals regarding looks I'm just pushing up a boulder akin to Sisyphus. I know I'm a fakecel but even still it will never be enough I will always hate the way I look, act in life, etc.. I'm ND but even when I try to put on a mask the cracks start to give and the shinning light that is my true life shines through, I'm just off-putting. I never feel like I fit in, just a orbiter doomed to cycle around this current empty world. I want to look better I just know only hardmaxing can fix my philtrum. I don't know what to do anymore, if this keeps up it'll all be over by winter probably.

You do realize that you're not forced to continue living, right?

 

[turkcelfatcel]

I hate the way I look, simple as that. I know deep down when I stare into my reflection I realize how asymmetrical, ugly, and imperfect my face is, I will never reach my goals regarding looks I'm just pushing up a boulder akin to Sisyphus. I know I'm a fakecel but even still it will never be enough I will always hate the way I look, act in life, etc.. I'm ND but even when I try to put on a mask the cracks start to give and the shinning light that is my true life shines through, I'm just off-putting. I never feel like I fit in, just a orbiter doomed to cycle around this current empty world. I want to look better I just know only hardmaxing can fix my philtrum. I don't know what to do anymore, if this keeps up it'll all be over by winter probably.

Did not read nigga

 

[Whiteboard7]

Did not read nigga

It's fine bhai. Too long ngl

 

[Whiteboard7]

You do realize that you're not forced to continue living, right?

I know. Life's looking better kinda just have to keep moving. Can you elaborate a bit more btw?

 

[Whiteboard7]

Growing facial hair is genuinely such bs bro. There's no shit growing a mustache is going to hide someone's subhuman philtrum.. even if it did its like putting makeup on acne, covering the problem instead of fixing it

My philtrum is a bit long. Can't do anything to fix it just have to keep looksmaxing to fill the never ending void

 

[awok]

My philtrum is a bit long. Can't do anything to fix it just have to keep looksmaxing to fill the never ending void

Yeah, preach.

 

[rawr]

I know. Life's looking better kinda just have to keep moving. Can you elaborate a bit more btw?

I'm just saying that suicide is always an option. Not encouraging you.

 

[Whiteboard7]

Yeah, preach.

Yeah bhai

 

[Whiteboard7]

I'm just saying that suicide is always an option. Not encouraging you.

I get what you're saying bhai