Cant you tell?

[chestermador]

Even the acquaintances in my life who others would describe as "nice" or "caring" whatever other bs feel the need to constantly put me down for some reason. can they not already tell i have no self esteem or ill will towards them? I swear i am targeted and was never let in the joke as random people who ive never even spoken to feel the need to call me ugly or creepy for no reason. the most recent one actually came from somebody i considered a friend and he said "your definitely gonna be a pedophile someday" completely unwarranted. the reason this stuff hurts even worse is because i purposefully restrain myself from making sexual jokes as i might be arrested if the authorities were in earshot distance just because of how i look. just do whatever you want because people will always assume the worst of you anyways and your likely never going to change their perception