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Song 2 :
When I just entered 7th, the 1st person I saw, who was sitting in the 1st seat(in front of the door) was this petite, short black(brown) girl. She was so gorgeous wearing her round goggles, I Fell hard for her. EXTREMELY HARD, butterflies in my stomach. thinking abt her during class and shit.
Some Context: I love brown/lightskin/black petite women.
But I repeatedly reminded/told myself, that she is a BOP + I'll never date her(Because she a bop) which she wasn't.
So In indian schools their are a lot of NPC's, YT shorts kid, and i use to extremely heavily cringe on them. When ever i saw someone doing their cringy perfomative BS i would visibly cringe.
Now I had a level system(Not the hoemath one), but it was about how Real and Non-NPC a person is.
Level 1: Cringy-YT shorts, perfomative kids
Level 2: Ahead of level 2 but not really Level 3
Level 3: not very perfomative + non-cringe+ be them selves.
Level 1: Cringy-YT shorts, perfomative kids
Level 2: Ahead of level 2 but not really Level 3
Level 3: not very perfomative + non-cringe+ be them selves.
So on a random day someone messages me something in the lines of:
hey, I was dared to text a random number from my bus friends.
Oh yeah and im randomly in the same school as u and the same class as u.
Pretty obviously not a dare.
Some more context I was a fat sub-5, But most of the ngas from our school are sub-5.
Then I just thought it was a prank or sm shit and didnt believe the fact that it was a girl texting me.
After a while In school, i asked a nigga, who (her name) is, and where he pointed was her, the girl I first talked about.
I was flabbergasted, bamboozled, almost came with my lil pep.
We had an exam so I looked at her occasionally, and so did she.
Later We had a mutual friend who told me that She has a huge crush on me and shit and she told me that multiple times.
We talked and shit (mostly online tho i dont really remember)
I used to always crack her up and shit.
But she used to tell me to lock in and ascend.
I also remember her liking shit like "when he lowkey chopped but u still got a huge crush on him".
In my mind i did start simping for her,
Using my imagination and stuff
During this time I got myself a Petite, short, beautiful, gorgeous, level 3 GF; I may touch on this further after this or in next threads.(let her be "Lil D")
Whom I also broke up with during this time. She mogged tf out of the black girl.
8th:
Soon after a fat and black girl came in our class. I was super charastmatic with her and stuff we had some similarities and she was level 2 , too.
So She had a huge crush on me. and she(the main girl) and the mutual told me about it constantly that she has a huge crush on me and shit.
And they hated the new girl, everyone did.
Then the first skinny black girl + the new fat black girl(let her be moti) became BSF. Both having a crush on me, tho now the 1st girl didnt.
She simpin for me, mind you I was still sub-5. But level 3 Personallity, hence extremely rare guy in our school.
During this time My EX, Lil-D; was also simping over me, especially more because pre selection, She was Internally furious that moti had a crush on me. but she for some reason helped her get closer to me, telling her what im good at and shit for a whole 5 months or sm shit.
Then I dated Lil-D, poor moti
I was internally simping over The 1st girl, Why? now that i look back it was because she didnt have a crush on me and i wanted her to + prove to her im still good.
(Now Looking back I realize how fucking retarded ts was, some of my only regrets)
We then broke up once more for like 10 days and got back together(lil - D)
(will talk abt her in future threads)
MAIN PART
Now comes in "Nice clavicles MTN"
He lowkey chopped but has this aura to him + decent appeal
The 1st black girl had a crush on him so they started dating.
Now shes getting manupilated by this nigger and is obsessed; lowkey idgaf anymore but IK we could have had something nice.
Sometimes I cringe on how bad I fucked ts up.
Please don't Fuck up On that weird girl that liked u when u were at ur lowest.
Now that I look back, I wish I had Asked her out when I had the chance to.
Now neither Do I have 2 black girls simping over me, Genuinely could have had a threesome or sm shit.
Nor do I have a GF.
I wish I had:
1. Stop being a pussy, and ask her out.
2. Ascend earlier(got lean)
3. Focused only on one bitch.(since I Was LTN)
4. Didnt gaf abt what bitches thought of me
tags: @cryptt , @etulceil , @foidraper67696769
Also I may make a thread abt how to pull if u live in a tier 2 country, lmk if u want tag.
I will also make a thread abt how I fucked up my RS with Lil-D(HTB)+ How I pulled her, who was pretty good for me but i fucked it up cuz of my ego. lmk if u want tag.
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