Chances of autism SERIOUS

[horsefacin]

Serious please read through this list and tell me the chances of undiagnosed autism in me

-shy throughout life
-talk to myself 24/7 about everything
-contrarian and passionate about beliefs like non-blacks ability to say the n word
-used to think im better than everyone but was a bitch and got bullied/had minimal friends
-obsessed with nostalgia and the past, even adopting age regression and telling myself "my name is horsefacin. im 13 years old and its may 16, 2020" to "go back in time" as well as listen to old music and play old games i used to years ago
-Get unironically depressed from nostalgia and believe in a replay mode in afterlife
-listen to non NT songs and play non NT games
-have over 1000 hours in several steam games
-find more comfort gaming and rotting on discord than IRL even after experiencing success in both
-hoard old belongings, even my families old belongings
-obsessed with longevity of items wearing down like my keyboard and mouse and shoes
-clean freak and believe that if i dont wash my hands before touching something important, it will become "dirty"
-steal jokes and sayings from others to fit in and be funny (its worked)
-unironically taken up drug use from being inspired from video games and media (all of which is non NT)
-used to idolize columbine shooters
-picky eater for all my life

how much of this is normal behavior for a 16 year old? serious replies only..

 

[Deleted member 29786]

just go outside

 

[omarthegoat195]

Serious please read through this list and tell me the chances of undiagnosed autism in me

-shy throughout life
-talk to myself 24/7 about everything
-used to think im better than everyone but was a bitch and got bullied/had minimal friends
-obsessed with nostalgia and the past, even adopting age regression and telling myself "my name is horsefacin. im 13 years old and its may 16, 2020" to "go back in time" as well as listen to old music and play old games i used to years ago
-Get unironically depressed from nostalgia and believe in a replay mode in afterlife
-listen to non NT songs and play non NT games
-have over 1000 hours in several steam games
-find more comfort gaming and rotting on discord than IRL even after experiencing success in both
-hoard old belongings, even my families old belongings
-obsessed with longevity of items wearing down like my keyboard and mouse and shoes
-clean freak and believe that if i dont wash my hands before touching something important, it will become "dirty"
-steal jokes and sayings from others to fit in and be funny (its worked)
-unironically taken up drug use from being inspired from video games and media (all of which is non NT)
-used to idolize columbine shooters
-picky eater for all my life

how much of this is normal behavior for a 16 year old? serious replies only..

u have social anxiety not autistic bro but the idolizing columbine shooters is outta pocket..

 

[horsefacin]

just go outside

i do go and have been for the past 2 or so years ever since quarantine ended

this question really got brought to mind after my mom mentioned me homeschooling next year. i didnt panic or get scared of the social consequences, and was comforted in the possibility of living my quarantine life all over again

 

[horsefacin]

u have social anxiety not autistic bro but the idolizing columbine shooters is outta pocket..

yeah i was like 10 or younger when i was in that phase and i cringe so bad when i look back at it jfl

 

[wollet2]

just rope

 

[omarthegoat195]

yeah i was like 10 or younger when i was in that phase and i cringe so bad when i look back at it jfl

yea i don’t blame u then lmfao but i thought u meant as of recent

 

[Deleted member 29786]

i do go and have been for the past 2 or so years ever since quarantine ended

this question really got brought to mind after my mom mentioned me homeschooling next year. i didnt panic or get scared of the social consequences, and was comforted in the possibility of living my quarantine life all over again

but you have friends or a gf?

 

[horsefacin]

but you have friends or a gf?

yes and theyre all NT unlike me. only a couple of gfs and female friends but ive only gotten this far from leeching off others personality and jestermaxxing. Sounds fucking dumb to say but noone knows the true autistic me

I would give this life up and one way better than this just to go back to the past, man

 

[Deleted member 29786]

yes and theyre all NT unlike me. only a couple of gfs and female friends but ive only gotten this far from leeching off others personality and jestermaxxing. Sounds fucking dumb to say but noone knows the true autistic me

I would give this life up and one way better than this just to go back to the past, man

i was also a retard jester a couple of years ago, rn im looksmaxxing and trying to change as a person


as long as you dont become a drug addict or a far right extremist i guess there is not any problem but if you notice some extremely weird or dangerous behaviour you should go to therapy asap

 

[thereallegend]

socially stunted to say the least