soulless_npc
angels & demons
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Summary:
Early years (2010–2014): Completed GED and associate degree after struggling with anorexia and social isolation. Attempted a four-year college but dropped out; began using marijuana and identified as socially/romantically unsuccessful.
Mid-2010s (2015–2018): Worked various jobs (construction, café, restaurants, retail). Had intermittent romantic/sexual opportunities, including losing virginity, but no sustained relationships. Social exposure increased (travel, living with peers), but connections remained limited.
Late 2010s (2019): Returned to school briefly but disengaged due to depression; continued substance use and left again.
COVID period (2020–2022): Largely disengaged (semi-NEET), worked sporadically in construction, and heavily used marijuana.
Recent years (2023–2025): Experienced two psychiatric hospitalizations. Cycled through jobs (garbage truck, warehouse, hotel), periods of isolation, depression, and instability. Brief financial recovery in 2023 allowed relocation, but 2024–2025 marked by continued loneliness and job loss.
2026: Ongoing, with future direction uncertain.
Overall pattern: Recurrent cycle of unstable employment, substance use, depression, and limited social/romantic progress, with brief periods of work or relocation but no sustained change.
Early years (2010–2014): Completed GED and associate degree after struggling with anorexia and social isolation. Attempted a four-year college but dropped out; began using marijuana and identified as socially/romantically unsuccessful.
Mid-2010s (2015–2018): Worked various jobs (construction, café, restaurants, retail). Had intermittent romantic/sexual opportunities, including losing virginity, but no sustained relationships. Social exposure increased (travel, living with peers), but connections remained limited.
Late 2010s (2019): Returned to school briefly but disengaged due to depression; continued substance use and left again.
COVID period (2020–2022): Largely disengaged (semi-NEET), worked sporadically in construction, and heavily used marijuana.
Recent years (2023–2025): Experienced two psychiatric hospitalizations. Cycled through jobs (garbage truck, warehouse, hotel), periods of isolation, depression, and instability. Brief financial recovery in 2023 allowed relocation, but 2024–2025 marked by continued loneliness and job loss.
2026: Ongoing, with future direction uncertain.
Overall pattern: Recurrent cycle of unstable employment, substance use, depression, and limited social/romantic progress, with brief periods of work or relocation but no sustained change.