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Foreword:
In my opinion there is barely any difference from a medieval witch-hunter drilling holes in someone's head to release evil spirits and a psychiatrist in the 1950s lobotomizing someone or chemical lobotomies (antipsychotics). They knew they couldn't dig into people's brain's anymore, so they made pills that would have the same or worse effect. Enjoy.
Commonly prescribed typical antipsychotics (poison) include:
Haldol (haloperidol)
Loxitane (loxapine)
Mellaril (thioridazine)
Moban (molindone)
Navane (thiothixene)
Prolixin (fluphenazine)
Serentil (mesoridazine)
Stelazine (trifluoperazine)
Trilafon (perphenazine)
Thorazine (chlorpromazine)
Commonly prescribed atypical antipsychotics (poison) include:
Abilify (aripiprazole)
Clozaril (clozapine)
Geodon (ziprasidone)
Risperdal (risperidone)
Seroquel (quetiapine)
Zyprexa (olanzapine)
In my opinion there is barely any difference from a medieval witch-hunter drilling holes in someone's head to release evil spirits and a psychiatrist in the 1950s lobotomizing someone or chemical lobotomies (antipsychotics). They knew they couldn't dig into people's brain's anymore, so they made pills that would have the same or worse effect. Enjoy.
Disclaimer: not my story.
Only 35 and dead already. Long term antipsychotics have killed me.
Hi everyone. I think I finally found the sub I have been looking for. First off I am on seroquel, abilify, lamictal and lexapro all pretty high dosages. I dont have a psychologist right now only a psychiatrist that prescribes my meds. I've been on all except lexapro (my effexor recently got replaced with lexapro), but I've been on these meds going on 7 years. First off I've been diagnosed with numerous disorders but not schizophrenia. I feel that social anxiety is the debilitating one, but why all these meds ? Two of them are antipsychotics. Why do I need two of them? I want off these meds. I feel like I have no personality. I feel dumb and numb like I have no emotions anymore. Congnitivly (I dont even think that's spelled right) I feel like I can't hardly carry on an intelligent conversation or any conversation for that matter. I can't write anymore because my brain is empty. I have no memory when I used to have a photographic memory now I can't remember if I ate breakfast. My friends say that I'm GONE like I have zero personality anymore and they dont know who I am anymore. I feel like it's done permanent damage to me and I'll never be the same again. I've researched my meds but I dont know where the go to spots are to get the answers I'm looking for hence me posting all over reddit, but if anyone has any more insight on any of these please link me or tell me what's up. Am I permanently screwed up? I've already talked to my psychiatrist about weening me off a couple but she didn't take me seriously and instead added lexapro. The insurance I have is only accepted by her that I've found. I'm in school and feeling zombiefied dumb and having no memory is making things damn near impossible. I want to give up .I feel I'm not able to be successful anymore. I just dont know what to do. I've thought about weening myself off but I'm scared I'll go into a tailspin and end up back in the psych ward on more meds. I dont know the proper way to handle this? Or is it to late for me? I feel I've done permanent damage. My brain is constantly zapped out. Lots of times I will just sit in "my nothing box " and im as chick I'm supposed to have a ball of wires, but my brain neurons have RETIRED. I have no thoughts alot of times. Any help or insight would be appreciated. I'm really scared. I'm only 35 and I'm dead already.
Thank you.
Only 35 and dead already. Long term antipsychotics have killed me.
Hi everyone. I think I finally found the sub I have been looking for. First off I am on seroquel, abilify, lamictal and lexapro all pretty high dosages. I dont have a psychologist right now only a psychiatrist that prescribes my meds. I've been on all except lexapro (my effexor recently got replaced with lexapro), but I've been on these meds going on 7 years. First off I've been diagnosed with numerous disorders but not schizophrenia. I feel that social anxiety is the debilitating one, but why all these meds ? Two of them are antipsychotics. Why do I need two of them? I want off these meds. I feel like I have no personality. I feel dumb and numb like I have no emotions anymore. Congnitivly (I dont even think that's spelled right) I feel like I can't hardly carry on an intelligent conversation or any conversation for that matter. I can't write anymore because my brain is empty. I have no memory when I used to have a photographic memory now I can't remember if I ate breakfast. My friends say that I'm GONE like I have zero personality anymore and they dont know who I am anymore. I feel like it's done permanent damage to me and I'll never be the same again. I've researched my meds but I dont know where the go to spots are to get the answers I'm looking for hence me posting all over reddit, but if anyone has any more insight on any of these please link me or tell me what's up. Am I permanently screwed up? I've already talked to my psychiatrist about weening me off a couple but she didn't take me seriously and instead added lexapro. The insurance I have is only accepted by her that I've found. I'm in school and feeling zombiefied dumb and having no memory is making things damn near impossible. I want to give up .I feel I'm not able to be successful anymore. I just dont know what to do. I've thought about weening myself off but I'm scared I'll go into a tailspin and end up back in the psych ward on more meds. I dont know the proper way to handle this? Or is it to late for me? I feel I've done permanent damage. My brain is constantly zapped out. Lots of times I will just sit in "my nothing box " and im as chick I'm supposed to have a ball of wires, but my brain neurons have RETIRED. I have no thoughts alot of times. Any help or insight would be appreciated. I'm really scared. I'm only 35 and I'm dead already.
Thank you.
Here were the early comments about "antipsychotics" from psychiatrists
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>“made it possible to disconnect certain brain functions,” Laborit explained
>
>they would give it to caged rats that had learned, upon hearing the sound of a bell, to climb a rope to a resting platform in order to avoid being shocked (the floor of the cage was electrified). when they injected compound 4560 RP into the rats: Not only were the rats physically unable to climb the rope, they weren’t emotionally interested in doing so either. This new drug, chlorpromazine, apparently disconnected brain regions
>
>**produced a veritable medicinal lobotomy**
>
>induced deficits similar to those seen in patients ill with encephalitis lethargica. In fact,” Deniker wrote, “it would be possible to cause true encephalitis epidemics with the new drugs
>
>We have to remember that we are not treating diseases with this drug
>
>Hospital wards were quieter, the patients easier to manage.
>
>the patient is motionless on his bed, often pale and with lowered eyelids. He remains silent most of the time. If questioned, he responds after a delay, slowly, in an indifferent monotone
​
>“made it possible to disconnect certain brain functions,” Laborit explained
>
>they would give it to caged rats that had learned, upon hearing the sound of a bell, to climb a rope to a resting platform in order to avoid being shocked (the floor of the cage was electrified). when they injected compound 4560 RP into the rats: Not only were the rats physically unable to climb the rope, they weren’t emotionally interested in doing so either. This new drug, chlorpromazine, apparently disconnected brain regions
>
>**produced a veritable medicinal lobotomy**
>
>induced deficits similar to those seen in patients ill with encephalitis lethargica. In fact,” Deniker wrote, “it would be possible to cause true encephalitis epidemics with the new drugs
>
>We have to remember that we are not treating diseases with this drug
>
>Hospital wards were quieter, the patients easier to manage.
>
>the patient is motionless on his bed, often pale and with lowered eyelids. He remains silent most of the time. If questioned, he responds after a delay, slowly, in an indifferent monotone
Commonly prescribed typical antipsychotics (poison) include:
Haldol (haloperidol)
Loxitane (loxapine)
Mellaril (thioridazine)
Moban (molindone)
Navane (thiothixene)
Prolixin (fluphenazine)
Serentil (mesoridazine)
Stelazine (trifluoperazine)
Trilafon (perphenazine)
Thorazine (chlorpromazine)
Commonly prescribed atypical antipsychotics (poison) include:
Abilify (aripiprazole)
Clozaril (clozapine)
Geodon (ziprasidone)
Risperdal (risperidone)
Seroquel (quetiapine)
Zyprexa (olanzapine)