mauriciogucci
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Yesterday my doctor said i have to go thru chemo for 6 months
Im only 16 im devastated 0-24 thinking about just roping instead this is too hard for me
My 2 biggest fears in life was:chemo,car crash
2025 feb i had a pretty bad crash with one of my closest friends who at the moment i tought was dead i still get scared if we are going over like 70km/h in a turn
And yesterday my doctor said that after the mr ct and biopsy they think the best response for my tumor is 6 months chemo. He said that this is a lighter version and i would not lose that many hair if im lucky but all the other symtops like the feeling of throwing up 0-24 weakness and ofc a simple flu would be like a life or death battle
I have
desmoid fibromatosis
With is a non cancerus tumor that doesnt spread to other body parts but its on my shoulder and if they remove it without making it smaller they would have to cut out too much fiber which is simply not an option cus it could fully damage my shoulder
My only and only hope:
My father has a connecton to a private clinic in germany which is a 17 hour drive from us they have more and better ways to treat it but they said they have analyse my case so they can decide if they can cure it or not only problem is its around 80-100k for the full thing and 5k just for the consultation but my father said that if they accept my case he will make it possible and he also knows that chemo can do way worse then even cancer
But if that doesnt work idk what to even do im 16 just lost 10kg over the last 4 months im finally at 9-10% bf going out every week finally progress in gym school is getting easier finally i slayed all of the hoes i wanted and the girl i started this whole lm thing is finally giving me more attention and giving me signs aaa
I cant do chemo mentally
Anyone has some methods idk or connection anything helps and im ready to do whatever it takes to avoid chemo
I cant do this shit


Im only 16 im devastated 0-24 thinking about just roping instead this is too hard for me
My 2 biggest fears in life was:chemo,car crash
2025 feb i had a pretty bad crash with one of my closest friends who at the moment i tought was dead i still get scared if we are going over like 70km/h in a turn
And yesterday my doctor said that after the mr ct and biopsy they think the best response for my tumor is 6 months chemo. He said that this is a lighter version and i would not lose that many hair if im lucky but all the other symtops like the feeling of throwing up 0-24 weakness and ofc a simple flu would be like a life or death battle
I have
desmoid fibromatosis
With is a non cancerus tumor that doesnt spread to other body parts but its on my shoulder and if they remove it without making it smaller they would have to cut out too much fiber which is simply not an option cus it could fully damage my shoulder
My only and only hope:
My father has a connecton to a private clinic in germany which is a 17 hour drive from us they have more and better ways to treat it but they said they have analyse my case so they can decide if they can cure it or not only problem is its around 80-100k for the full thing and 5k just for the consultation but my father said that if they accept my case he will make it possible and he also knows that chemo can do way worse then even cancer
But if that doesnt work idk what to even do im 16 just lost 10kg over the last 4 months im finally at 9-10% bf going out every week finally progress in gym school is getting easier finally i slayed all of the hoes i wanted and the girl i started this whole lm thing is finally giving me more attention and giving me signs aaa
I cant do chemo mentally
Anyone has some methods idk or connection anything helps and im ready to do whatever it takes to avoid chemo
I cant do this shit
