Chistiancels gtfih

[Lev Peshkov]

I am an abused dog nigger tbhngl and my life has gone completely to shit (like I’m paying the price and being punished irl for all the shit I have done in the past)

Now im not particularly religious but I used to go to church back at home in tussia. And one thing I learnt from church was that god will always forgive you. Now according to the church I will have sinned completely for a long ass time and that would make sense considering how much of a cunt I am jfl

U chirstian boyos reckon the reason my life is falling apart is me being punished? Like ngl dudes I feel like genuinely I’ve not had a patch of good luck this whole entire year

What do you suggest lads? I can’t lie I may even attend church on Sunday cuz this shit is starting to worry me about how much bad stuff has happened to me recently

 

[Lev Peshkov]

@john2

 

[Deleted member 15309]

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[Lev Peshkov]

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Mirin how my words on a screen mean nothing to you while my life is pure depression and suicidal thoughts

 

[Deleted member 15309]

Mirin how my words on a screen mean nothing to you while my life is pure depression and suicidal thoughts

botb worthy tbh

 

[Deleted member 9003]

Haven’t been to church in so long

 

[Lev Peshkov]

Haven’t been to church in so long

Ima go and repent, maybe tbhngl there is some greater power. I’m not religious but surely if there even is a small chance the reason for this is me being a degen cunt I can fix it?

 

[Deleted member 6305]

Read the bible

 

[Vermilioncore]

don’t know, but I feel the same way….being punished for the things I’ve done

 

[n0rthface]

don’t know, but I feel the same way….being punished for the things I’ve done

I feel this way too. At night I feel the darkness crawling towards me, creeping up on me. It makes my hairs stand. I have this feeling that a entity is always watching me, it’s almost as if the darkness is alive…

 

[Lev Peshkov]

don’t know, but I feel the same way….being punished for the things I’ve done

Dude I kid you not like my parents finding out about me smoking weed after not even touching the stuff for 5 months, them finding out about me sending nudes to foids even tho ion even have a gf rn. They find out about steroids with literally 0 suspicion, I get arrested for literally dumb reason of being drunk in public, and literally them hating my friends also even though they had no reason to. The girl I was talking to just randomly left

This all in the 4 months we have in 2022 so far. There is no chance someone can be this unlucky for so long for no apparent reason

 

[Vermilioncore]

I feel this way too. At night I feel the darkness crawling towards me, creeping up on me. It makes my hairs stand. I have this feeling that a entity is always watching me, it’s almost as if the darkness is alive…

Me too. I feel like there’s an army of individual evil energies that standby like there’s a secret office where God and all these dark energies just hang out and monitor me and control what happens to me.

 

[Lev Peshkov]

Read the bible

I went to church after my work today and confessed to my sins

 

[Deleted member 14077]

im so so tired

 

[Vermilioncore]

This all in the 4 months we have in 2022 so far. There is no chance someone can be this unlucky for so long for no apparent reason

Bro my 2022 is shitty too. My girl leaves me for shit I did before I even met her and then kicks me out and I legit live in my car or on the couch in my moms house. Lost her, my job, my money, etc

 

[Lev Peshkov]

Me too. I feel like there’s an army of individual evil energies that standby like there’s a secret office where God and all these dark energies just hang out and monitor me and control what happens to me.

I feel like I’m paying the exact price for all the sins I commit and most of all I feel like I deserve it. I honestly don’t know how but I have payed the exact same price now for all my sins and I hope that maybe the reverends prayers for me may work because o truly deserve a break. I do my 100% and try hard for a good life but all the degeneracy has caught up to me

 

[Tusseleif]

Say three hail mary’s

 

[Lev Peshkov]

Bro my 2022 is shitty too. My girl leaves me for shit I did before I even met her and then kicks me out and I legit live in my car or on the couch in my moms house. Lost her, my job, my money, etc

I’m getting kicked out also :/

It truly feels like the end of times with the war of my home country, covid, weather dude i feel retribution is near

 

[Lev Peshkov]

Say three hail mary’s

For all my sins? Is that surely enough? I am also orthodox not catholic

 

[Vermilioncore]

I feel like I’m paying the exact price for all the sins I commit and most of all I feel like I deserve it. I honestly don’t know how but I have payed the exact same price now for all my sins and I hope that maybe the reverends prayers for me may work because o truly deserve a break. I do my 100% and try hard for a good life but all the degeneracy has caught up to me

The quote that comes to mind for us is this:

We made our bed, now it’s time for us to lay in it.

It’s that simple. We made the choices which resulted in this hell we are in. So now we have to accept it.

 

[Deleted member 14077]

im thinking of going to church despite being atheist, idk man just feels right, do i need to wear a suit?

 

[Lev Peshkov]

im thinking of going to church despite being atheist, idk man just feels right, do i need to wear a suit?

Same bro I’m agnostic but if there is the chance of a god I will want to be forgiven on the off chance. Apparently he is all forgiving. I’m going to wear a shirt and my dress trousers and smart shoes.

The quote that comes to mind for us is this:

We made our bed, now it’s time for us to lay in it.

It’s that simple. We made the choices which resulted in this hell we are in. So now we have to accept it.

I agree “you reap what you sow” and I’ve done a lot of bad things. I will be forgiven though

 

[Lev Peshkov]

Bump hoping that I can get the answer I need

 

[Deleted member 18408]

No. Infact the founding fathers were not religious.

High IQ people are rarely religious tbh.

 

[Lev Peshkov]

No. Infact the founding fathers were not religious.

High IQ people are rarely religious tbh.

I’m not high iq, I’d say I’m closer to a godfearing white working man than I’d be close to a ruler or man in status

 

[Deleted member 18408]

I’m not high iq, I’d say I’m closer to a godfearing white working man than I’d be close to a ruler or man in status

White man, brown man, black man were terms invented by the rich capitalist bourgeoisie to keep the bottom 99% fighting among each other.
Rich want race war, religious war etc to avoid the the CLASS WAR!!

 

[Lev Peshkov]

White man, brown man, black man were terms invented by the rich capitalist bourgeoisie to keep the bottom 99% fighting among each other.
Rich want race war, religious war etc to avoid the the CLASS WAR!!

Are you jewish? What makes you religious then?

 

[Deleted member 18408]

Are you jewish? What makes you religious then?

Most abrahmic religions are same, but i like communism personally, i think it's pretty based.

 

[Lev Peshkov]

Most abrahmic religions are same, but i like communism personally, i think it's pretty based.

Ion fuck w politics bro, I’m genuinely out here Tryna improve my life so I can be happy

 

[Deleted member 16275]

 

[Deleted member 18408]

Ion fuck w politics bro, I’m genuinely out here Tryna improve my life so I can be happy

You cannot improve your life under capitalism, it's impossible literally.

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

I personally don't know who you are. For all I do know, you might be a serial killer trying to get sympathy and unconditional forgiveness so you can carry on your psychotic criminalities. Or perhaps, you're a pedo, or worst, demoncrat. Ugh. I don't know you. (wink-wink)

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Nigga really all he did was mild drug use

I will carry out psychotic criminalities on your sister

If you say so. But I have no idea. (wink-wink) Sins are balanced on the triple beam of morality and affliction. So say perhaps you sin by only hurting yourself. And no one else is affected. But if your sin affects others; esp many others; ugh. Like a virus, sin is.

 

[Lev Peshkov]

I personally don't know who you are. For all I do know, you might be a serial killer trying to get sympathy and unconditional forgiveness so you can carry on your psychotic criminalities. Or perhaps, you're a pedo, or worst, demoncrat. Ugh. I don't know you. (wink-wink)

I got caught from old pictures on my phone which I trusted my mom enough to leave unattrneded and she found dick pics, me stoned pics and unfortunately previously I had been arrested for fighting and she found out steroid use previous

 

[Lev Peshkov]

If you say so. But I have no idea. (wink-wink) Sins are balanced on the triple beam of morality and affliction. So say perhaps you sin by only hurting yourself. And no one else is affected. But if your sin affects others; esp many others; ugh. Like a virus, sin is.

I see, I believe I can be forgiven by a god if he really is all forgiving. But most importantly I’ve payed the price for all my sins now if ever life has a price to pay for sins and truly no more should happen. Maybe this deity will forgive me and fix my life since I have forgiven all of those who have wronged me , I will continue to seek forgiveness for my sins if and when I commit them

 

[Deleted member 18408]

And why is that?

Because that's how the system is, it's based on inequality, it's a rigged system, the winning spots are limited.

It means, out of hundred, only 20 will be able to make it under the capitalist society, 80 will suffer no matter what, no matter how much they work hard or whatever, it's impossible.

Communism is the only way to fix the problems, otherwise we will keep getting exploited.

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

I got caught from old pictures on my phone which I trusted my mom enough to leave unattrneded and she found dick pics, me stoned pics and unfortunately previously I had been arrested for fighting and she found out steroid use previous

Exploring your body can never be sinful. Mating isn't either unless it's for lustful reasons only. As to dick pics/mating ritual.

 

[mazzi]

soy

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Communism is the only way to fix the problems, otherwise we will keep getting exploited.

I liked it until I saw the conclusion. Communism is a prosperous power grab.

 

[Deleted member 14077]

No. Infact the founding fathers were not religious.

High IQ people are rarely religious tbh.

looll

 

[Deleted member 14077]

I personally don't know who you are. For all I do know, you might be a serial killer trying to get sympathy and unconditional forgiveness so you can carry on your psychotic criminalities. Or perhaps, you're a pedo, or worst, demoncrat. Ugh. I don't know you. (wink-wink)

hi my love

 

[Deleted member 14077]

White man, brown man, black man were terms invented by the rich capitalist bourgeoisie to keep the bottom 99% fighting among each other.
Rich want race war, religious war etc to avoid the the CLASS WAR!!

lolll

 

[Lev Peshkov]

Goddamn boyos legit after confessing to reverend and asking for forgiveness my dad been a real nigga about this whole thing saying dick pics are high t and like “I was starting to worry”

As for weed and drinking he says he did same at my age but I need to stop getting caught by mom since she a hag

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

I feel this way too. At night I feel the darkness crawling towards me, creeping up on me. It makes my hairs stand. I have this feeling that a entity is always watching me, it’s almost as if the darkness is alive…

It’s the white mans burden it effected me every night until I prayed and god answered me. Now I know what I must do. Jt is my duty my job to protect ethnics from SFcels I am a changed man now mashallah

 

[john2]

And one thing I learnt from church was that god will always forgive you.

That happens only as long as you're alive and only if you discontinue sinning.

U chirstian boyos reckon the reason my life is falling apart is me being punished?

Perhaps.

What do you suggest lads?

Repent for your own good and stop being a degenerate.

 

[Lev Peshkov]

That happens only as long as you're alive and only if you discontinue sinning.

Perhaps.

Repent for your own good and stop being a degenerate.

I stopped sinning a long time ago my friend, I just assume since I never repented I got punished?

 

[john2]

I stopped sinning a long time ago my friend, I just assume since I never repented I got punished?

Yes.

 

[Lev Peshkov]

Yes.

Based I feel stuff is slightly improving after repenting. I’ll tithe at church tomorrow, thanks brocel

 

[eduardkoopman]

Only psychos whom have no empathy.
Can get away with being an immoral cunt.

For the same with empathy. Ones mind will make one feel shit, and do dumb shit