patricknotstar
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I developed a shoulder injury and herniated cervical disk after being in a car crash , since the accident it has been 8-9 months and there is no improvement, I still cannot workout and I’m in constant pain I have to take 3 gabapentin a day to get through work. Finally when my life was improving this happened , I’ll never be able to lift again I really don’t see a point in going forward anymore, I’ll be dying at 21 never having had a gf or been to a party. My only memories will be scrolling through an Internet forum full of guys with male model avatars and looking at YouTube videos on looksmaxing. I’ll never know what it’s like to get wasted with your friends, be in a relationship or have children. The mediocrity of my life is hilarious and only my parents will miss me. And also there’s nothing after death
