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still has insane aesthetics nglcant believe she is 24 now. i really remember her being a girl and it doesnt feel so long ago and now she is auntie
crushing on female models were the 2020 org golden days.miss .org 2020-2021 in terms of discussing model etc
we had palvin, taylor hill, roche, eva cudmore, lima
now these kids have bug eyed ugly sidney sweeney, disgusting ice spice , pale vampire ugly bitch sabrina carpenter
she is more and more looking like an old woman . i think give it 2-3 years and me have some good poker winnings i can move my balls to her vaginastill has insane aesthetics ngl
yes bro syobevoli these days were great for .orgcrushing on female models were the 2020 org golden days.
now everyone is just gay for barrett
lockdown wasn't great for me because it interrupted the middle of my social-maxxing era.yes bro syobevoli these days were great for .org
also lockdown was a blessing for guys like us , but at same time it fucked up the society and made every mid bitch walk with a burger king crown and feeling important
lockdown wasn't great for me because it interrupted the middle of my social-maxxing era.
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I went from LTN who only had LTN-nerd friends and played videogames all day, to something that resembled a 'slayer' to a lot of people, despite being KHHV in that 2018 picture.
I joined a fraternity, social-dancing club, moved away from my parent's place to my own student-dorm, started partying with people in my dorm multiple times per week, started getting iois from women, men started perceiving me as a mogger, i started dating that stacylite, i was working out ~8 times per week and was in extreme athletic shape.
I had high hopes during this time that I would 'ascend', a better life was coming. I had so much energy to keep working out, having that perfect diet, going on dates, socializing, everything.
Once covid-19 came crashing down, my entire social-life detoriorated to subhuman levels. Everything I worked for, was now gone and I was back rotting in my room. All the hope dissapeared, my energy dissapeared.
2 years of rotting during covid destroyed my mental-state and made me lose all hope of 'ascension'.
I feel like a former shade of my 2018-2019 era. Something that was ever so close to a normal life, to ascension, yet never really got there, and then fell back into despair.
Now? I am fucked. I lose hope, motivation at the slightest inconvencience, struggle.
Back in 2018-2019 I had never used drugs before in my life and rarely used alcohol.
Now in 2024 im a raging alcoholic and drug-user, simply because there is nothing left in my life and this is my last way to forget about my pain and get a bit of joy in my life, to live on.
But these old videos from 2019-2020 org era fill me with nostalgic joy. These times I had so much hope and energy.
I was watching Victoria Secret Fashion Show model videos as looksmax fuel, motivation. Even in the gym on those treadmill displays lmao.
my old avi:
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