lowtierwelling
anhedonia maxxing
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I think im at the lowest point I’ve ever been.
I’m losing the battle against depression, I’ve tried anything but it’s almost like nothing works.
This might sound corny but I prayed the other day (after years of mocking and insulting god and religion) and I asked God to help me lift the weight off my shoulders and help me find a way out of this hole, and I immediately felt relief, and a peace I’ve never felt before.
I’ve been seeing the number 11:11 everywhere for a long time now, and I always tell my family that it must be a sign. Today I googled it and I found out that this number is commonly seen as a sign to look for god and reconnect with him.
Does it really help? Will he forgive me for everything I’ve said and done? You think this is the way out of the shithole that im in?
I’m losing the battle against depression, I’ve tried anything but it’s almost like nothing works.
This might sound corny but I prayed the other day (after years of mocking and insulting god and religion) and I asked God to help me lift the weight off my shoulders and help me find a way out of this hole, and I immediately felt relief, and a peace I’ve never felt before.
I’ve been seeing the number 11:11 everywhere for a long time now, and I always tell my family that it must be a sign. Today I googled it and I found out that this number is commonly seen as a sign to look for god and reconnect with him.
Does it really help? Will he forgive me for everything I’ve said and done? You think this is the way out of the shithole that im in?


