Clubbing with social anxiety

[user91295912954]

I live in a small town, so it's safe to say there aren't any GL girls here,

so in the rare occurrence where I go to more populated cities I try to enjoy it as much as I can

Yesterday I went to club in a big city with a friend that lives there, he knew everyone and I didn't, I already knew I was going to feel anxious so I made the smart decision of taking 3 pills of Ritalin before going in

Now I don't know if it was the Ritalin, of if I'm genuinely just retarded, but when we got there, it was genuinely full of literal STACIES, and they all was being super nice even saying hi to me and shit

I had taken furomeside a day before, so I was looking the best I can, the girls where being extremely nice but I was being autistic asf just standing there and being kinda rude without knowing

It wasn't until the end of the party that I was feeling normal again and could talk, but by then my friend wanted to go home

So basically for 90% of the party I was just awkwardly standing still with a thousand yard stare in my face in a place full of hot chicks bc I didn't know what to say or do

I want to kill myself genuinely

 

[grzywkaaaaaaa]

you do low dose pregabalin+low dose baclofen+ l-theanine, with that combo before a party you feel like in that perfect drunk stage when you can still think clearly but you have high confidence

 

[KT-34]

Just drink bro

 

[Feuerwehr]

I live in a small town, so it's safe to say there aren't any GL girls here,

so in the rare occurrence where I go to more populated cities I try to enjoy it as much as I can

Yesterday I went to club in a big city with a friend that lives there, he knew everyone and I didn't, I already knew I was going to feel anxious so I made the smart decision of taking 3 pills of Ritalin before going in

Now I don't know if it was the Ritalin, of if I'm genuinely just retarded, but when we got there, it was genuinely full of literal STACIES, and they all was being super nice even saying hi to me and shit

I had taken furomeside a day before, so I was looking the best I can, the girls where being extremely nice but I was being autistic asf just standing there and being kinda rude without knowing

It wasn't until the end of the party that I was feeling normal again and could talk, but by then my friend wanted to go home

So basically for 90% of the party I was just awkwardly standing still with a thousand yard stare in my face in a place full of hot chicks bc I didn't know what to say or do

I want to kill myself genuinely

Could have went worse

W

 

[user91295912954]

Just drink bro

I spent 90$ on drinks and that shit was low alcohol % as fuck so I didn't get drunk unfortunately, 2 of the girls added me on snap tho so W I guess, if only I lived in the same city as them