SecularIslamist
𝕯𝖝𝕯 intersectional feminist and Islamist jihadi
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She was Iranian (UK born). I am spending a typical weekend day rotting/browsing YouTube specifically Iran related videos . Started getting recommendations for English and Farsi speaking, come across a channel advertising teaching English. To my fucking surprise this girl - who is the the ONLY real short term relationship I've ever had with a person jumped across my screen. She was just on a channel on two separate videos as a guest. I wasn't so sure it was her at first, until she mentioned her name + degree, then mentioned where and when she studied and my heart literally dropped. Googled her name and her current workplace/location (which she revealed in the video) found all her social media. I'm starting to get feelings for her 
I deactivated all social media in like 2018. I actually hadn't seen her since, she had the most common name so I never could contacr/ever online stalk her after blocking off all contact back when I was in uni.
Is this destiny? Out of all the hundreds of millions of people that use the internet. To come across her so randomly wtf. Do I need to ascend with her? She is shia but a secular hoe who probably doesn't care about religion. Her TikTok is full of her dancing and acting like a typical how so too degenerate for my conservative ass. Don't see any more pics of any boyfriends, but she's 27 so it could be highly likely. Lookswise I feel like she's gone from HTB to MTB (brutal agepill).
Man, I'm fucking confused. Feels bittersweet to see her, but also wish she stayed a fucking memory. I'm already a mentalcel and this shit is gona drive me insane - help me broskis.
I deactivated all social media in like 2018. I actually hadn't seen her since, she had the most common name so I never could contacr/ever online stalk her after blocking off all contact back when I was in uni.
Is this destiny? Out of all the hundreds of millions of people that use the internet. To come across her so randomly wtf. Do I need to ascend with her? She is shia but a secular hoe who probably doesn't care about religion. Her TikTok is full of her dancing and acting like a typical how so too degenerate for my conservative ass. Don't see any more pics of any boyfriends, but she's 27 so it could be highly likely. Lookswise I feel like she's gone from HTB to MTB (brutal agepill).
Man, I'm fucking confused. Feels bittersweet to see her, but also wish she stayed a fucking memory. I'm already a mentalcel and this shit is gona drive me insane - help me broskis.
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