Committing suicide tonight

ragingmanlet said:
I cannot live with this anymore

Every user here is financially well off while I’m in complete SHIT

A user just sent me screenshots of his trust fund account and he had 1.1 million dollars

WHILE MY DAD DOESNT EVEN HAVE $3K to his name. WTF IS THIS WORLD HUH? IM STRUGGLING FINDING $30 TO PAY OFF CASHAPP DEBT SO I CAN START USING MY FUCKING PHONE AGAIN. WHILE SOME RICH ASSHOLE KID OUT THERE HAS A MILLION DOLLAR TO HIS NAME

WHY THE FUCK WAS I BORN POOR
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jfl see you here tmr nothing ever happens
 
dont do it brah
 
ragingmanlet said:
I cannot live with this anymore

Every user here is financially well off while I’m in complete SHIT

A user just sent me screenshots of his trust fund account and he had 1.1 million dollars

WHILE MY DAD DOESNT EVEN HAVE $3K to his name. WTF IS THIS WORLD HUH? IM STRUGGLING FINDING $30 TO PAY OFF CASHAPP DEBT SO I CAN START USING MY FUCKING PHONE AGAIN. WHILE SOME RICH ASSHOLE KID OUT THERE HAS A MILLION DOLLAR TO HIS NAME

WHY THE FUCK WAS I BORN POOR
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Cant relate :BASEDCIGAR:
 
ragingmanlet said:
I cannot live with this anymore

Every user here is financially well off while I’m in complete SHIT

A user just sent me screenshots of his trust fund account and he had 1.1 million dollars

WHILE MY DAD DOESNT EVEN HAVE $3K to his name. WTF IS THIS WORLD HUH? IM STRUGGLING FINDING $30 TO PAY OFF CASHAPP DEBT SO I CAN START USING MY FUCKING PHONE AGAIN. WHILE SOME RICH ASSHOLE KID OUT THERE HAS A MILLION DOLLAR TO HIS NAME

WHY THE FUCK WAS I BORN POOR
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Just leanmaxx bro
 
We pray for days like this:feelsohh:
 
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Do not fucking kill yourswlf dumbass

Snap out of it.
 
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You can kill yourself when you get master to ignore you
 
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ragingmanlet said:
Are you being serious? I will deadass work for you if you’re serious bro. Dm me if serious. Fuck off if larp.
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No its larp j wouldnt be mentalcel if i was druglord 😭
 
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just do it why make a thread about it like an attention whore
 
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ihavenightmares said:
just do it why make a thread about it like an attention whore
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U low IQ mutt. I will never commit suicide. I just needed a title. I even said that in the replies, u stupid illiterate faggots
Latinolooksmaxxer said:
Nah im upper middle class
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how rich are you? Can u donate me $30?
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I’m in cashapp debt and need money ASAP. I can even do online jobs for you or sell you Roblox accounts if interested. Please
 
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ragingmanlet said:
I cannot live with this anymore

Every user here is financially well off while I’m in complete SHIT

A user just sent me screenshots of his trust fund account and he had 1.1 million dollars

WHILE MY DAD DOESNT EVEN HAVE $3K to his name. WTF IS THIS WORLD HUH? IM STRUGGLING FINDING $30 TO PAY OFF CASHAPP DEBT SO I CAN START USING MY FUCKING PHONE AGAIN. WHILE SOME RICH ASSHOLE KID OUT THERE HAS A MILLION DOLLAR TO HIS NAME

WHY THE FUCK WAS I BORN POOR
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there is always a rich old infertile gilf out there
 
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ragingmanlet said:
I’m gonna be a nobody in the future man.. I’m forever gonna stay a slave. I’m probably not even gonna make 100k in my lifetime
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precisely. Then why the fuck to do suicuide? Seriously. Elites use money to enslave us. I know. But its meaningless at the same time.
Also, what do you fear? Seriously, I am not trying to be chatgpt therapist here, but really. What do you fear that it could be so bad itd be worth losing your life over in this way? What you may not understand is that suicuide itself can be very, very distressing. And its impossible to imagine, really, but it can. It also can be one of the most salient moments in your life emotionaly. So near the end its gona feel like eternity, in a way, almost. There is no quick way out, you know...
What I can tell you is it can change. And thats because I lived through it, yk. I was suicuidal, found joy in nothing, believed I was destined to be incel for life. Then, thankfully, my mom forced me to go to psychiatrist. She esentially gave me a choice: either I go to outpatient or she gona get me in ward. So I went outpatient, obviously. I was put on antidepresants, and after few weeks it got much better. Took them for a year,and something and coming of off em now, and I feel better than ever. And I am on subtherapeutic dose, so there isnt any meaningfull effect on my baseline anymore. The slow taper is to prevent neurological effects and shocks/anxiety/akatishia, etc that DOES happen with RAPID discontinuation.

*This is a sidenote but may come handy as docs tend to leave it out - if you are on ADs for some time, like a year or so, and feel better but want to get rid of the side effects, taper slowly. I had 2 rapid discountinuations total, and each time withind DAYS I got EXTREME AKATISHIA, IRITABILITY and ughhghg unberable anxiety. So, just so you know, never ever rapidly pull out, and if u ever run out of em get them prescribed ASAP.*

Anyway, since then my life did almost 180. I went from being suicuidal self harming doomer incel to getting rid of anxiety, geting okay or evening enjoying many normie behaviors, loosing my KHHV status, making good memories, feeling real connection to my friends that I made. And again, you dont have to be "drugged forever". I geniuenly stabilised during the worst period and got a new life. From being a gooner autist anxious paranoid incel permadoomer to being in many ways a normie, talking to people, feeling geniunie joy. Joy like the normie kind as wel, when you are just really happy to care for a pet, or hang out with a friend, or kiss a girl. And trust me when I say this, prior to my tratment I geniuenly believed I could never ever derive any kind of joy from these experiences even if they happened. Thats what I believed.
Hey, you at least seem to have envy for people and comparing yourself to them as they are NOW. I was utterly convinced my live was alredy over for what HAD happened (or rather not happened) in the past - this made, in my mind,any possible future option alredy ruined.

And this wasnt some fleeting "muh I am so dpresed give me atention I want stacy" kind of thing either. I was feeling like that, and progresively worse, for a whole year. Seriously. Maybe you feel like that for several years and this seems short, fair enough, but what I want to say is that it was substantialy presistent over and over.

And I know this all doesnt mean much to you, because it wouldnthave ment much to me back than either.
Also I know ths is clishe and sounds normshit - but if you are seriosuly decided, you have nothing to loose. Why not postpone the decision by a year? Or even a week or a month? You are free to do whatever. Maybe try to do something you used to want as a kid just to check off the box? I know you may not be able to want anything at all rn, as I wasnt either. But hey, maybe you wanted to idk - buy some pokemon card,, or a lego set, or watch that x rated movie, etc. Why not to do it just to check the box and pass time? Yk...

And also. this is not some faggpt response, I am writing what I think and telling you my experience. And I am not trying to make you feel like I care about you all this much and when you go out its gona to destroy my world, muh.. Sure, if you decide to go, Ill be probably sad for a while, if I even get to know it, and then forget about it in few days. So it rly isnt like I am trying to get you do anything for me.

And there is another thing you should know - suicuide isnt easy way out. As I said. It involves distresss, pain, agony, etc. And trust me on this one - you wouldnt care at all about how good your rationalisation of it was before. That part of your brain is gona be gone. You are going to feel like a rabit being eaten by a hawk. Every cell in your body is going to scream "get the fuck out of here, this is terribke!!".
And as a cherry on top, the suicuide may not end you AT ALL. Statistically its all over the place, but you have, acording to studies, not pulling this outa my ass, like 1-90% lethality rate. AS LOW AS 1%. And this 90% figure has 2 issues, its the average of the highest lethality samples BUT even then these samples are only derived from cases where suicuide attemps were proven. And ITS EASY to prove that DEATH itself was a SUICUIDE, but its IMPOSSIBLE to know just how many more people tried and failed. So the rates ARE MUCH LOWER, as person who tries and stays alive doesnt usually walk up to police saying "I tried to comit suicuide but failed, please register me into statistics". And you may think you "will try again if I fail"- but that has 2 issues. 1st - it can, very easily, levae u being a vegetable. Attemp fails, and you cant move, cant talk, cant try again. You will eather suffer wery slow death, or be found by a person, locked into ward for a decade, and having all your live to live with all your worries and sorrows PLUS being unable to even wipe your ass on top of that.
2nd - even if you dont become permanently impaired, someone may get to know, call ambulance, they save you, and u get admited to ward nonethless.

I know this is a long text, and I know plenty of retards will DNR and JFL this, but look, I am really just putting this out there, and I hope you still are around to read it.
Also DM me if u want to
 
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Sean o' Tist said:
precisely. Then why the fuck to do suicuide? Seriously. Elites use money to enslave us. I know. But its meaningless at the same time.
Also, what do you fear? Seriously, I am not trying to be chatgpt therapist here, but really. What do you fear that it could be so bad itd be worth losing your life over in this way? What you may not understand is that suicuide itself can be very, very distressing. And its impossible to imagine, really, but it can. It also can be one of the most salient moments in your life emotionaly. So near the end its gona feel like eternity, in a way, almost. There is no quick way out, you know...
What I can tell you is it can change. And thats because I lived through it, yk. I was suicuidal, found joy in nothing, believed I was destined to be incel for life. Then, thankfully, my mom forced me to go to psychiatrist. She esentially gave me a choice: either I go to outpatient or she gona get me in ward. So I went outpatient, obviously. I was put on antidepresants, and after few weeks it got much better. Took them for a year,and something and coming of off em now, and I feel better than ever. And I am on subtherapeutic dose, so there isnt any meaningfull effect on my baseline anymore. The slow taper is to prevent neurological effects and shocks/anxiety/akatishia, etc that DOES happen with RAPID discontinuation.

*This is a sidenote but may come handy as docs tend to leave it out - if you are on ADs for some time, like a year or so, and feel better but want to get rid of the side effects, taper slowly. I had 2 rapid discountinuations total, and each time withind DAYS I got EXTREME AKATISHIA, IRITABILITY and ughhghg unberable anxiety. So, just so you know, never ever rapidly pull out, and if u ever run out of em get them prescribed ASAP.*

Anyway, since then my life did almost 180. I went from being suicuidal self harming doomer incel to getting rid of anxiety, geting okay or evening enjoying many normie behaviors, loosing my KHHV status, making good memories, feeling real connection to my friends that I made. And again, you dont have to be "drugged forever". I geniuenly stabilised during the worst period and got a new life. From being a gooner autist anxious paranoid incel permadoomer to being in many ways a normie, talking to people, feeling geniunie joy. Joy like the normie kind as wel, when you are just really happy to care for a pet, or hang out with a friend, or kiss a girl. And trust me when I say this, prior to my tratment I geniuenly believed I could never ever derive any kind of joy from these experiences even if they happened. Thats what I believed.
Hey, you at least seem to have envy for people and comparing yourself to them as they are NOW. I was utterly convinced my live was alredy over for what HAD happened (or rather not happened) in the past - this made, in my mind,any possible future option alredy ruined.

And this wasnt some fleeting "muh I am so dpresed give me atention I want stacy" kind of thing either. I was feeling like that, and progresively worse, for a whole year. Seriously. Maybe you feel like that for several years and this seems short, fair enough, but what I want to say is that it was substantialy presistent over and over.

And I know this all doesnt mean much to you, because it wouldnthave ment much to me back than either.
Also I know ths is clishe and sounds normshit - but if you are seriosuly decided, you have nothing to loose. Why not postpone the decision by a year? Or even a week or a month? You are free to do whatever. Maybe try to do something you used to want as a kid just to check off the box? I know you may not be able to want anything at all rn, as I wasnt either. But hey, maybe you wanted to idk - buy some pokemon card,, or a lego set, or watch that x rated movie, etc. Why not to do it just to check the box and pass time? Yk...

And also. this is not some faggpt response, I am writing what I think and telling you my experience. And I am not trying to make you feel like I care about you all this much and when you go out its gona to destroy my world, muh.. Sure, if you decide to go, Ill be probably sad for a while, if I even get to know it, and then forget about it in few days. So it rly isnt like I am trying to get you do anything for me.

And there is another thing you should know - suicuide isnt easy way out. As I said. It involves distresss, pain, agony, etc. And trust me on this one - you wouldnt care at all about how good your rationalisation of it was before. That part of your brain is gona be gone. You are going to feel like a rabit being eaten by a hawk. Every cell in your body is going to scream "get the fuck out of here, this is terribke!!".
And as a cherry on top, the suicuide may not end you AT ALL. Statistically its all over the place, but you have, acording to studies, not pulling this outa my ass, like 1-90% lethality rate. AS LOW AS 1%. And this 90% figure has 2 issues, its the average of the highest lethality samples BUT even then these samples are only derived from cases where suicuide attemps were proven. And ITS EASY to prove that DEATH itself was a SUICUIDE, but its IMPOSSIBLE to know just how many more people tried and failed. So the rates ARE MUCH LOWER, as person who tries and stays alive doesnt usually walk up to police saying "I tried to comit suicuide but failed, please register me into statistics". And you may think you "will try again if I fail"- but that has 2 issues. 1st - it can, very easily, levae u being a vegetable. Attemp fails, and you cant move, cant talk, cant try again. You will eather suffer wery slow death, or be found by a person, locked into ward for a decade, and having all your live to live with all your worries and sorrows PLUS being unable to even wipe your ass on top of that.
2nd - even if you dont become permanently impaired, someone may get to know, call ambulance, they save you, and u get admited to ward nonethless.

I know this is a long text, and I know plenty of retards will DNR and JFL this, but look, I am really just putting this out there, and I hope you still are around to read it.
Also DM me if u want to
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I didn’t mean it literally when I wrote that title. I was just trying to express my immense frustration with life. I’ve been suicidal before and looked into it, but I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m not going to do it :feelsbadman:. The intention of this post wasn’t to say that I’m actually going to commit suicide. I should have made that clear when I posted it. I’m sorry to everyone who genuinely worried about me (sorry @TGUN. And everyone else), and I love all of you guys.

Even though I’m not actually suicidal, this still made me feel a little better about life which has been stressful lately. Barely anyone here seems to care about how others feel, so it’s good to see there are still people with hearts left.

I hope you succeed in life man, god bless you :feelsmage:
 
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ragingmanlet said:
I didn’t mean it literally when I wrote that title. I was just trying to express my immense frustration with life. I’ve been suicidal before and looked into it, but I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m not going to do it :feelsbadman:. The intention of this post wasn’t to say that I’m actually going to commit suicide. I should have made that clear when I posted it. I’m sorry to everyone who genuinely worried about me (sorry @TGUN. And everyone else), and I love all of you guys.

Even though I’m not actually suicidal, this still made me feel a little better about life which has been stressful lately. Barely anyone here seems to care about how others feel, so it’s good to see there are still people with hearts left.

I hope you succeed in life man, god bless you :feelsmage:
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its fine, I liked writing it anyway. Still gona get less reps that if I just replied some 3 word jew shitpost:forcedsmile:.
 
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ragingmanlet said:
I cannot live with this anymore

Every user here is financially well off while I’m in complete SHIT

A user just sent me screenshots of his trust fund account and he had 1.1 million dollars

WHILE MY DAD DOESNT EVEN HAVE $3K to his name. WTF IS THIS WORLD HUH? IM STRUGGLING FINDING $30 TO PAY OFF CASHAPP DEBT SO I CAN START USING MY FUCKING PHONE AGAIN. WHILE SOME RICH ASSHOLE KID OUT THERE HAS A MILLION DOLLAR TO HIS NAME

WHY THE FUCK WAS I BORN POOR
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when you find out the guy who called you an unemployed 22 year old neet finally roped :
Peace Jujutsu Kaisen GIF
 
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ragingmanlet said:
I cannot live with this anymore

Every user here is financially well off while I’m in complete SHIT

A user just sent me screenshots of his trust fund account and he had 1.1 million dollars

WHILE MY DAD DOESNT EVEN HAVE $3K to his name. WTF IS THIS WORLD HUH? IM STRUGGLING FINDING $30 TO PAY OFF CASHAPP DEBT SO I CAN START USING MY FUCKING PHONE AGAIN. WHILE SOME RICH ASSHOLE KID OUT THERE HAS A MILLION DOLLAR TO HIS NAME

WHY THE FUCK WAS I BORN POOR
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i love you bro don't do it.
 
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