Comparison is the thief of joy and the giver of motivation (drunk rant)

[.orglurker]

Well the hours and hours I’ve spent on social media comparing myself to others have finally taken its toll. I’m perplexed and even angry at the motherfuckers that just accept their life and ldar. Although it seems like this great idea to be happy and content with your life why the fuck would you? I’ve always had success in the dating market and overall I’m average to above average (copemaxx). Yet, 2 nights ago I decided to completely fraudmaxx and go out on the town. Guyliner (not super obvious gayliner), lumify, height inserts (normally 5’8 manlet - thanks GHD and parents) , bb cream, the whole ordeal. I got told THREE FUCKING TIMES that I look like Nick from love island (I look literally nothing alike and have never gotten than in my life) and 2 times I was asked “are you tiktok famous.” The amount of choosing signals and interactions I got with women was on another level. I don’t consider myself to be insecure or self conscious but I’ve spent too much time comparing myself to chads. Comparison is the thief of joy but the giver of motivation. Ive already scheduled uee fillers, bought h202 to autistically roleplay a dentist on my bathroom floor, bonesmashed, peptides, trt, chin tucks, basically fucking every chronically online incel would do to try and ascend. I may not even need these things but why fucking not? Even if there’s a 10% chance I ascend .5 psl id still do it. I couldn’t care less about side effects either, if this shit makes me die at 50 who fucking cares I probably won’t want to be alive by then anyway. Furthermore, even if some of these things are complete cope I don’t even fucking care. If you aren’t coping you aren’t even fucking trying. The dating market and the hypergamy is fucking brutal. My sister is 2 years older and has a high school sweetheart she’s engaged to and I can’t help but feel extremely envious even though I am still happy for her - I’m up to 4 shots a day, 6 pills, and 10 supplements and still can’t find anyone worth a damn. My roommate sees me do all this shit and thinks I’m fucking retarded (I am). I told him I’m spamming cardio to debloat before we go out and he asked what’s debloating? I just can’t imagine being some fucking ogre and not even know what the term debloating is - let alone any of the other lm concepts or methods. I’m not sure what the fuck the point of this is but maybe it’ll give someone motivation or something. Go all out or just lay down and fucking ldar like some absolute retard. Less completion for the rest of us, stay autistic boyos

 

[Joeseminate]

Dnr

 

[ngannou]

 

[davidlaidisme67]

Well the hours and hours I’ve spent on social media comparing myself to others have finally taken its toll. I’m perplexed and even angry at the motherfuckers that just accept their life and ldar. Although it seems like this great idea to be happy and content with your life why the fuck would you? I’ve always had success in the dating market and overall I’m average to above average (copemaxx). Yet, 2 nights ago I decided to completely fraudmaxx and go out on the town. Guyliner (not super obvious gayliner), lumify, height inserts (normally 5’8 manlet - thanks GHD and parents) , bb cream, the whole ordeal. I got told THREE FUCKING TIMES that I look like Nick from love island (I look literally nothing alike and have never gotten than in my life) and 2 times I was asked “are you tiktok famous.” The amount of choosing signals and interactions I got with women was on another level. I don’t consider myself to be insecure or self conscious but I’ve spent too much time comparing myself to chads. Comparison is the thief of joy but the giver of motivation. Ive already scheduled uee fillers, bought h202 to autistically roleplay a dentist on my bathroom floor, bonesmashed, peptides, trt, chin tucks, basically fucking every chronically online incel would do to try and ascend. I may not even need these things but why fucking not? Even if there’s a 10% chance I ascend .5 psl id still do it. I couldn’t care less about side effects either, if this shit makes me die at 50 who fucking cares I probably won’t want to be alive by then anyway. Furthermore, even if some of these things are complete cope I don’t even fucking care. If you aren’t coping you aren’t even fucking trying. The dating market and the hypergamy is fucking brutal. My sister is 2 years older and has a high school sweetheart she’s engaged to and I can’t help but feel extremely envious even though I am still happy for her - I’m up to 4 shots a day, 6 pills, and 10 supplements and still can’t find anyone worth a damn. My roommate sees me do all this shit and thinks I’m fucking retarded (I am). I told him I’m spamming cardio to debloat before we go out and he asked what’s debloating? I just can’t imagine being some fucking ogre and not even know what the term debloating is - let alone any of the other lm concepts or methods. I’m not sure what the fuck the point of this is but maybe it’ll give someone motivation or something. Go all out or just lay down and fucking ldar like some absolute retard. Less completion for the rest of us, stay autistic boyos

What's the tldr? This is too long

 

[.orglurker]

Yeah mate like I said I’m retarded, (drunk rant) in the title should be all you need to ignore this lmao

 

[Ibohammed Eshakt’ur]

Holy fuck

 

[.orglurker]

Dnr

Barely did myself idk who the fuck would bother reading this

 

[.orglurker]

Holy fuck

nigaas who ldar should be hung