jotunnr
The Infamous
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Im a slightly above average guy, especially considering that i live in a 3rd world deathnic shithole, so it’s safe to say that I’m not completely deprived of female attention
Unironically, before i discovered this space, i used to have way longer last relationships, regardless of their quality
For the past couple months/year, I’ve failed over and over again to keep anything stable, even friendships I’ve had with other men.
I’m extremely neurodivergent and odd. My own psychologist hardly tolerates me, and i can tell.
The most i get out of human connection now is a first glance, maybe even a conversation, until they feel whatever I’ve got going on—and it cringes them away. Something about me just pushes other individuals away for the longest time, and i can’t tell what it is.
It feels almost impossible, i don’t even fantasize or think about it anymore. I just want to live far from a city but close enough to where i have plumbing and electricity and other necessities and slave the rest of my life away, it feels like that’s the height of my capabilities now
