Resonant
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I'm a cis and straight male but this generation is constantly deteriorating my beliefs. It all began because of the hypergamous foids, ik I'm still in puberty and can ascend but even if I do.. the void still stays. I can never view women the same as before. There may be good ones but it's miniscule and not worth it & they might already be getting pumped down by their bfs or husbands.
I'm a lonely guy who only had a relationship irl few times, it all ended the same. This affected me alot as adolescence went on, therefore I countinued coping with very less social circles.
Nowadays I don't feel much even if a girl shows me affection as ik it'd always end the same way because they're emotional beings and will cause conflicts yet won't deal with it. Another side to the story is that I also dated online. Half being men, I think I got catfished most of the time? Yeah, that was it. I felt a very magnetic drive towards them specifically, in some way I would know they're not women but I still felt very heard and touched, also hard.
This fetish of mine gradually developed into an actual sexuality. Now I just want a soft, gentle and loving boy to hold me.. whisper all the good things in the world to my ear, while stroking and kissing me in the process, as I know this is actual unconditional love that no foid can provide. Cross dressing is also a good touch.
Before any of you call me a faggot, I'm a very straight man.
I'm a lonely guy who only had a relationship irl few times, it all ended the same. This affected me alot as adolescence went on, therefore I countinued coping with very less social circles.
Nowadays I don't feel much even if a girl shows me affection as ik it'd always end the same way because they're emotional beings and will cause conflicts yet won't deal with it. Another side to the story is that I also dated online. Half being men, I think I got catfished most of the time? Yeah, that was it. I felt a very magnetic drive towards them specifically, in some way I would know they're not women but I still felt very heard and touched, also hard.
This fetish of mine gradually developed into an actual sexuality. Now I just want a soft, gentle and loving boy to hold me.. whisper all the good things in the world to my ear, while stroking and kissing me in the process, as I know this is actual unconditional love that no foid can provide. Cross dressing is also a good touch.
Before any of you call me a faggot, I'm a very straight man.
