Confession: I used to be a self hating white.

[Deleted member 28896]

This was a couple years back when I had just entered puberty and started lusting for a girlfriend.

Most of my friends at that time were ethnic (mostly MENA / Negro).

Most of them were either sexually active, had girlfriends, or heightmogged me.

I used to wish I was darkskin, I thought it equated success in the west.

 

[Deleted member 30188]

 

[ihatereddit]

self loathing is a hell of a drug

 

[Deleted member 28896]

self loathing is a hell of a drug

Indeed, have you ever wished u were of another ethnicity?

 

[ihatereddit]

Indeed, have you ever wished u were of another ethnicity?

Yeah I wish I was full Portuguese instead of a mutt tbh

 

[Deleted member 28896]

Yeah I wish I was full Portuguese instead of a mutt tbh

Is that something u've gotten over or do you still wish that?
I love mutts, be proud of yourself.

 

[hopecel]

This was a couple years back when I had just entered puberty and started lusting a girlfriend.

Most of my friends at that time were ethnic (mostly MENA / Nego).

Most of them were either sexually active, had girlfriends, or heightmogged me.

I used to wish I was darkskin, I thought it equated success in the west.

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average whiteboi in 21th century tbh

 

[wsada]

Ur black or white what

 

[Deleted member 28896]

Ur black or white what

I'm white but I used to wish I was Arab or Negro.

 

[Deleted member 26859]

I'm white but I used to wish I was Arab or Negro.

whats better about arabs or negros?

 

[hopecel]

I'm white but I used to wish I was Arab or Negro.

so you basically were no different than those curries who worship whites

@Napoleon1800 you can see that the phenomenon of self-hate exists everywhere but still no excuse for it

just be proud of who you are bro

 

[Deleted member 28896]

whats better about arabs or negros?

I based it on anecdotal evidence, my friends were all ethnic and slayed more than me.

 

[Deleted member 26859]

I based it on anecdotal evidence, my friends were all ethnic and slayed more than me.

fair enough

most my friends were ethnics. but they were all incels. my white friends were the only ones slaying

 

[alpha_provider]

jfl

whenever i feel bad, i remember i'm white and all my worries disappear in an instant

 

[0hMan]

This was a couple years back when I had just entered puberty and started lusting for a girlfriend.

Most of my friends at that time were ethnic (mostly MENA / Negro).

Most of them were either sexually active, had girlfriends, or heightmogged me.

I used to wish I was darkskin, I thought it equated success in the west.

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Everybody (especially mixed guys) have had this phase. I'm looking at you right now @Xangsane

 

[Jason Voorhees]

You still can. There's a festival in Belgium every year where pale europeans paint themselves in black paint, wear wigs and talk in ebonics. Just go there. It'd like black face.

 

[Deleted member 32973]

everyday thank god im not indian nor black

 

[OldRooster]

A common phenomenon among young white men in the US. Kangz mature faster than whites, and on average they start school at an older age, so by 9th grade they are much more mature than their white classmates, they have probably lost their V card, and know a low key drug dealer. And of course there is the white man bad theme promoted constantly by Leftist to motivate Kangz to vote and generally create chaos. Also, Kangz excel in things want to be NT young white men are interested in, like rap music and Football/Basketball.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

A common phenomenon among young white men in the US. Kangz mature faster than whites, and on average they start school at an older age, so by 9th grade they are much more mature than their white classmates, they have probably lost their V card, and know a low key drug dealer. And of course there is the white man bad theme promoted constantly by Leftist to motivate Kangz to vote and generally create chaos. Also, Kangz excel in things want to be NT young white men are interested in, like rap music and Football/Basketball.

Idk why but a 62 yr old like you referring to blacks as "Kangz" for some reason is hilarious. Caged at this reply tbh.

 

[Napoleon1800]

Indeed, have you ever wished u were of another ethnicity?

Yes, I wish I was (chad) white

 

[Xangsane]

This was a couple years back when I had just entered puberty and started lusting for a girlfriend.

Most of my friends at that time were ethnic (mostly MENA / Negro).

Most of them were either sexually active, had girlfriends, or heightmogged me.

I used to wish I was darkskin, I thought it equated success in the west.

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are you in Germany/Sweden?

 

[Deleted member 28896]

are you in Germany/Sweden?

Sweden

 

[Xangsane]

I based it on anecdotal evidence, my friends were all ethnic and slayed more than me.

you must be in Germany/Sweden if MENAs slay like hell.

 

[Xangsane]

Sweden

you must be in Germany/Sweden if MENAs slay like hell.

Knew it

 

[Napoleon1800]

whats better about arabs or negros?

Depends on the location

 

[Deleted member 28896]

you must be in Germany/Sweden if MENAs slay like hell.

They don't generally, just in the circles I was in at the time.

Vita brudar som drog sig till blatte hafflor, typa thing.

 

[Xangsane]

They don't generally, just in the circles I was in at the time.

Vita brudar som drog sig till blatte hafflor, typa thing.

would I fit in well with the circles where you are at?

 

[Reformed]

Sometimes I just wish I was Indian ngl

 

[Napoleon1800]

They don't generally, just in the circles I was in at the time.

Vita brudar som drog sig till blatte hafflor, typa thing.

Btw how do mena slay in Sweden jfl I heard Swedish girls avoid them/r scared of them (due to their high rape and crime statistics)

 

[Napoleon1800]

Sometimes I just wish I was Indian ngl

Who doesn't wish to be the superior indo Aryan race

 

[Deleted member 28896]

would I fit in well with the circles where you are at?

I'm not in them anymore, but ur too GL for them (if ur giga filtered pics are an accurate representation of how u look).

 

[Xangsane]

I'm not in them anymore, but ur too GL for them (if ur giga filtered pics are an accurate representation of how u look).

thank you, what do you mean by too GL for them? how might they treat me, including my autism?

 

[Deleted member 28896]

Btw how do mena slay in Sweden jfl I heard Swedish girls avoid them/r scared of them (due to their high rape and crime statistics)

They generally avoid Arabs but in certain circles they are quite common (mostly those with absent fathers or childhood trauma).
Also different in elementary school.

 

[Deleted member 28896]

thank you, what do you mean by too GL for them? how might they treat me, including my autism?

You would mog them to the extent that they'd hate you, your autism would make you obnoxious to the fact, and they'd ultimately stab you in the abdomen.

 

[rares54]

This was a couple years back when I had just entered puberty and started lusting for a girlfriend.

Most of my friends at that time were ethnic (mostly MENA / Negro).

Most of them were either sexually active, had girlfriends, or heightmogged me.

I used to wish I was darkskin, I thought it equated success in the west.

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Ethnics are always hairy so the girls probably liked that they looked ''mature'', also ethnics enter puberty earlier. But whites strike back later

 

[Napoleon1800]

They generally avoid Arabs but in certain circles they are quite common (mostly those with absent fathers or childhood trauma).
Also different in elementary school.

Caging hard at dating in elementary school

I'm guessing any Arab/MENA that white blonde Swedish foids fuck are usually tall and above average looking with a decent sized dick (basically exotic halo). Because ur average arab/mena is seen as a sub-human dangerous savage. From the impression I get and stuff I've heard anyway, maybe it's just sf propaganda and Swedish girls like foreign dick and it's just be ethnic

 

[Xangsane]

You would mog them to the extent that they'd hate you,

Even if I desperately try to be their friend?

your autism would make you obnoxious to the fact, and they'd ultimately stab you in the abdomen.

how might they treat me when I talk about my special interests and hobbies, and observe my mannerisms?

 

[Napoleon1800]

Ethnics are always hairy so the girls probably liked that they looked ''mature'', also ethnics enter puberty earlier. But whites strike back later

Ethnics entering puberty earlier isn't really a benefit tbh,

 

[Deleted member 28896]

Caging hard at dating in elementary school

I'm guessing any Arab/MENA that white blonde Swedish foids fuck are usually tall and above average looking with a decent sized dick (basically exotic halo). Because ur average arab/mena is seen as a sub-human dangerous savage. From the impression I get and stuff I've heard anyway, maybe it's just sf propaganda and Swedish girls like foreign dick and it's just be ethnic

My friends were average or below average looking ethnics, and still got pussy at the age of 13-14.
I'm here 5 years later on a looksmaxxing forum, reminiscing about their slay stories.

JBE for life!

 

[Napoleon1800]

Ethnics entering puberty earlier isn't really a benefit tbh,

Saying this from experience. My puberty will end at 18 and i won't be growing into my 20s like whites do

 

[Deleted member 28896]

Even if I desperately try to be their friend?

Yes

how might they treat me when I talk about my special interests and hobbies, and observe my mannerisms?

They might laugh at you. What is your number 1 special interest btw?

 

[Napoleon1800]

My friends were average or below average looking ethnics, and still got pussy at the age of 13-14.
I'm here 5 years later on a looksmaxxing forum, reminiscing about their slay stories.

JBE for life!

Brutal. Where I live ethnics got no pussy unless they were white passing or in very good social circles and giga hyper nt. Only niggers and whites did. White girls did like to flirt though. But only for attention

 

[GuyFromSingapore]

jfl

whenever i feel bad, i remember i'm white and all my worries disappear in an instant

 

[Xangsane]

Yes

What might they call me?

They might laugh at you.

why?

What is your number 1 special interest btw?

Anthropology, archaeology and meteorology!

 

[Napoleon1800]

My friends were average or below average looking ethnics, and still got pussy at the age of 13-14.
I'm here 5 years later on a looksmaxxing forum, reminiscing about their slay stories.

JBE for life!

Tbh it's either just a small sample size that u are seeing,
Or
Exotic halo is very extreme in Sweden
Or
Ur friends were giga nt

 

[mulattomaxxing]

lol

 

[Deleted member 7580]

fair enough

most my friends were ethnics. but they were all incels. my white friends were the only ones slaying

I’m racepilled bcz I had lots of ethnic friends who mogged me hard in uni and still I slayed more and easier

 

[Deleted member 18522]

I’m racepilled bcz I had lots of ethnic friends who mogged me hard in uni and still I slayed more and easier

cope ethnics dont mog

average white is 0.5-1.5 psl on an ethnic with 1-3 more inches of height

plus no accent failo

 

[Deleted member 18522]

jfl

whenever i feel bad, i remember i'm white and all my worries disappear in an instant

same

 

[Deleted member 28896]

Brutal. Where I live ethnics got no pussy unless they were white passing or in very good social circles and giga hyper nt. Only niggers and whites did. White girls did like to flirt though. But only for attention

Brutal ! Perhaps they actually wanted you when they flirted, have you thought about that being a possibility?

Tbh it's either just a small sample size that u are seeing,

It's anecdotal from the small social circle I was in, so yes.

Or
Exotic halo is very extreme in Sweden

Ethnics are treated well here, but not necessarily halo (neutral treatment and perception perhaps).

Or
Ur friends were giga nt

They were giga nt and low inhibition.