Consciousness was a curse and I can’t lift it anymore.

[Dr. Mog]

Once you become conscious, life stops being fun and it becomes a curse.

-Try watching a movie.
You can't. Your brain instantly detects the propaganda, the messaging, the psychological fingerprints of whoever funded the script.

-Now try going to a party and everyone looks like an NPC running outdated software. You can see the circus of insecurity held together by dopamine withdrawals and fake confidence.

-Try going on a date. You don't see her. You see the father wound, the validation, the addiction, the mask she learned to wear.

So once you see the code behind the simulation, you can't unsee it ever again. All that's left is silence and the cold comfort of knowing it's the only thing that isn't lying to you.

Many people in here such as @Mogs Me @registerfasterusing @Insomnia @turkcelfatcel @thisdudeisrelaxed and much more had wondered what was the real reason for my first ever 3 month self ban in this forum. While the full reason stays unsaid, a part of the reason is that….I was getting conscious, its like i was getting afraid right there because something is changing and then but somehow, ironically I felt zero fear within myself, if that oxymoron even makes sense.

TLDR: Consciousness does not set you free. It isolates you. It disconnects you from the clown world everyone else is still pretending is normal.

 

[Diyorldar]

 

[praytogandy010]

Once you become conscious, life stops being fun and it becomes a curse.

-Try watching a movie.
You can't. Your brain instantly detects the propaganda, the messaging, the psychological fingerprints of whoever funded the script.

-Now try going to a party and everyone looks like an NPC running outdated software. You can see the circus of insecurity held together by dopamine withdrawals and fake confidence.

-Try going on a date. You don't see her. You see the father wound, the validation, the addiction, the mask she learned to wear.

So once you see the code behind the simulation, you can't unsee it ever again. All that's left is silence and the cold comfort of knowing it's the only thing that isn't lying to you.

Many people in here such as @Mogs Me @registerfasterusing @Insomnia @turkcelfatcel @thisdudeisrelaxed and much more had wondered what was the real reason for my first ever 3 month self ban in this forum. While the full reason stays unsaid, a part of the reason is that….I was getting conscious, its like i was getting afraid right there because something is changing and then but somehow, ironically I felt zero fear within myself, if that oxymoron even makes sense.

TLDR: Consciousness does not set you free. It isolates you. It disconnects you from the clown world everyone else is still pretending is normal.

Being aware can either help you or screw you over; it all depends on how aware you are.

 

[Dr. Mog]

Spoiler: Tagging fellow conscious people

@mcmentalonthemic @Van @HXTRED999 @aids @User28823

 

[Diyorldar]

You're right tho

The more time I spend introspecting the worse it gets.

Awareness without application is torture

 

[Grievous]

 

[Emolifta]

 

[Sprinkles]

wait till you fall in the rabbit hole of how you’re manipulated in dreams. you think you’re safe there? think again

 

[Dr. Mog]

wait till you fall in the rabbit hole of how you’re manipulated in dreams. you think you’re safe there? think again

I know this trick, I use my consciousness to day dream about courageous stuff like standing upto something or initiating something that I’m about to do. Because I know it’s internal manipulation of rehearsal of real life stuff that’s about to happen.

Spoiler

Also what Tf @Mogs Me see what your disciples have done to the absolute state of this forum with spreading Speed memes like an Indian unc’s diarrhoea

 

[Insomnia]

Self awareness is both a blessing and a curse, depending on how much insight you have. It's a bluepill/redpill situation where you either live in a happy lie, or in the real, messed up world.

 

[Deleted member 297070]

Once you become conscious, life stops being fun and it becomes a curse.

-Try watching a movie.
You can't. Your brain instantly detects the propaganda, the messaging, the psychological fingerprints of whoever funded the script.

-Now try going to a party and everyone looks like an NPC running outdated software. You can see the circus of insecurity held together by dopamine withdrawals and fake confidence.

-Try going on a date. You don't see her. You see the father wound, the validation, the addiction, the mask she learned to wear.

So once you see the code behind the simulation, you can't unsee it ever again. All that's left is silence and the cold comfort of knowing it's the only thing that isn't lying to you.

Many people in here such as @Mogs Me @registerfasterusing @Insomnia @turkcelfatcel @thisdudeisrelaxed and much more had wondered what was the real reason for my first ever 3 month self ban in this forum. While the full reason stays unsaid, a part of the reason is that….I was getting conscious, its like i was getting afraid right there because something is changing and then but somehow, ironically I felt zero fear within myself, if that oxymoron even makes sense.

TLDR: Consciousness does not set you free. It isolates you. It disconnects you from the clown world everyone else is still pretending is normal.

larp larp sahur

 

[TrueOgreGymcel]

It's what keeps us alive and make us the individual we are.

There has to be more to life than going through the motions, wither and die. I'll gladly take control despite the hardships and the weight of my consciousness. Bring it on, at least I'll build a life worth living for and leave a mark in people's minds after I'm gone. That is better than the alternative.

 

[bolinha]

Once you become conscious, life stops being fun and it becomes a curse.

-Try watching a movie.
You can't. Your brain instantly detects the propaganda, the messaging, the psychological fingerprints of whoever funded the script.

-Now try going to a party and everyone looks like an NPC running outdated software. You can see the circus of insecurity held together by dopamine withdrawals and fake confidence.

-Try going on a date. You don't see her. You see the father wound, the validation, the addiction, the mask she learned to wear.

So once you see the code behind the simulation, you can't unsee it ever again. All that's left is silence and the cold comfort of knowing it's the only thing that isn't lying to you.

Many people in here such as @Mogs Me @registerfasterusing @Insomnia @turkcelfatcel @thisdudeisrelaxed and much more had wondered what was the real reason for my first ever 3 month self ban in this forum. While the full reason stays unsaid, a part of the reason is that….I was getting conscious, its like i was getting afraid right there because something is changing and then but somehow, ironically I felt zero fear within myself, if that oxymoron even makes sense.

TLDR: Consciousness does not set you free. It isolates you. It disconnects you from the clown world everyone else is still pretending is normal.

It may not seem so, but it would be better if we were dead or unconscious then we would be at peace internally and no suffer. But now that we are concient, we cannot try to live as if we weren't, but rather try to fight for the best we can and acend and moneymax and Enjoy life and have friendships.

 

[Ted Bundy]

skibedi toilet

 

[Deleted member 259104]

Once you become conscious, life stops being fun and it becomes a curse.

-Try watching a movie.
You can't. Your brain instantly detects the propaganda, the messaging, the psychological fingerprints of whoever funded the script.

-Now try going to a party and everyone looks like an NPC running outdated software. You can see the circus of insecurity held together by dopamine withdrawals and fake confidence.

-Try going on a date. You don't see her. You see the father wound, the validation, the addiction, the mask she learned to wear.

So once you see the code behind the simulation, you can't unsee it ever again. All that's left is silence and the cold comfort of knowing it's the only thing that isn't lying to you.

Many people in here such as @Mogs Me @registerfasterusing @Insomnia @turkcelfatcel @thisdudeisrelaxed and much more had wondered what was the real reason for my first ever 3 month self ban in this forum. While the full reason stays unsaid, a part of the reason is that….I was getting conscious, its like i was getting afraid right there because something is changing and then but somehow, ironically I felt zero fear within myself, if that oxymoron even makes sense.

TLDR: Consciousness does not set you free. It isolates you. It disconnects you from the clown world everyone else is still pretending is normal.

Ignorance is bliss

 

[irrumator praetor]

Once you become conscious, life stops being fun and it becomes a curse.

“Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me.”

 

[irrumator praetor]

Once you become conscious, life stops being fun and it becomes a curse.

-Try watching a movie.
You can't. Your brain instantly detects the propaganda, the messaging, the psychological fingerprints of whoever funded the script.

-Now try going to a party and everyone looks like an NPC running outdated software. You can see the circus of insecurity held together by dopamine withdrawals and fake confidence.

-Try going on a date. You don't see her. You see the father wound, the validation, the addiction, the mask she learned to wear.

So once you see the code behind the simulation, you can't unsee it ever again. All that's left is silence and the cold comfort of knowing it's the only thing that isn't lying to you.

Many people in here such as @Mogs Me @registerfasterusing @Insomnia @turkcelfatcel @thisdudeisrelaxed and much more had wondered what was the real reason for my first ever 3 month self ban in this forum. While the full reason stays unsaid, a part of the reason is that….I was getting conscious, its like i was getting afraid right there because something is changing and then but somehow, ironically I felt zero fear within myself, if that oxymoron even makes sense.

TLDR: Consciousness does not set you free. It isolates you. It disconnects you from the clown world everyone else is still pretending is normal.

btw nice chatgpt formatting lmfao

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

I believe this is a side effect of being ND
There is an idea of suspended disbelief where even though you know something in a movie is impossible, whether you're an aviation engineer and know planes dont fly like that, whether youre a mountain climber and know standard climbing equipment would snap in that one scene where it didnt, whether youre a fan of athleticism and you know no human can do whatever that normal human character did in that scene

I believe youre just supposed to do this
Some movie propaganda is so obvious that even the most NPC retard can understand it
The point is not to convince you or change your prejudice like more subtle propaganda, the point is to normalise the ideas being portrayed, in this instance youre just supposed to suspend disbelief and pretend thats just how it is the same way you pretend a 17 year old high-school kid named Peter parker would turn into a crime fighting super hero instead of immediately going to the doctor upon realising he has super strength and can shoot webs out his wrists

Even in more subtle forms,when you notice it, youre just supposed to suspend disbelief
In parties, when NT people be NT'ing, and you understand the social rituals, the mindless bot behaviour, youre just supposed to suspend disbelief and pretend thats just how its supposed to be and its normal, and play along with it

Being aware or concious becomes much easier when you just suspend disbelief in your day to day


This obviously refers to the idealogy that the US should not be overbearing on other countries, but still have a "big stick" aka giant military
But, it applies here too. Speak softly, IE, dont sperg out when you notice the stuff I just spoke about
And carry a big stick, IE, just keep it in mind, dont let it brainwash you
The reason i say its ND is because some ND people, not being able to really understand the complexities of social dynamics which causes them to have this 'bigger picture' view and notice the bot behaviour of the world start being aware
NT people also become aware when they are socially intelligent enough
Its like that bell curve meme, on the left are the asocial autists, on the right are the highly social intelligent NT people
The thing is, the NT people naturally have that "speak softly, and carry a big stick ideology" as all NT people naturally have masks on
Thats all being NT is, its masking all the time naturally with no fatigue
being ND is just not having that mask naturally. And when you put it on. It fatigues you
Which causes ND people to naturally sperg out at this type of stuff
Which you shouldn't, ever
Just suspend disbelief

 

[Mogs Me]

I know this trick, I use my consciousness to day dream about courageous stuff like standing upto something or initiating something that I’m about to do. Because I know it’s internal manipulation of rehearsal of real life stuff that’s about to happen.

Spoiler

Also what Tf @Mogs Me see what your disciples have done to the absolute state of this forum with spreading Speed memes like an Indian unc’s diarrhoea

These are my kids I made after having sex with @registerfasterusing




@Wuzzdio @Skitsuna @SpeedMogger

 

[m0ss26]

Being hyperaware also makes me high inhib and nonstop paranoid

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

Jfl just got this jester tiktok after writing thst novel
Theyre watching me i swear

 

[Van]

Once you become conscious, life stops being fun and it becomes a curse.

-Try watching a movie.
You can't. Your brain instantly detects the propaganda, the messaging, the psychological fingerprints of whoever funded the script.

-Now try going to a party and everyone looks like an NPC running outdated software. You can see the circus of insecurity held together by dopamine withdrawals and fake confidence.

-Try going on a date. You don't see her. You see the father wound, the validation, the addiction, the mask she learned to wear.

So once you see the code behind the simulation, you can't unsee it ever again. All that's left is silence and the cold comfort of knowing it's the only thing that isn't lying to you.

Many people in here such as @Mogs Me @registerfasterusing @Insomnia @turkcelfatcel @thisdudeisrelaxed and much more had wondered what was the real reason for my first ever 3 month self ban in this forum. While the full reason stays unsaid, a part of the reason is that….I was getting conscious, its like i was getting afraid right there because something is changing and then but somehow, ironically I felt zero fear within myself, if that oxymoron even makes sense.

TLDR: Consciousness does not set you free. It isolates you. It disconnects you from the clown world everyone else is still pretending is normal.

It doesn't feel like living but rather playing someone else's script. I don't think the intellectual burden is the only reason one feels this way. I would also like to add getting broken inside. One possible reason is abuse another one is trauma. You stop experiencing life like a normal human being and become kind of psychotic about it.

 

[HXTRED999]

You are totally right! And I also have felt like this before. But as you continue to grow and detach yourself from the normie world, eventually you'll find things to derive pleasure from:
- I had to go on dates with enough bimbos to find the quality girl I date now
- I had to try and train enough sports, so I could finally discover the one that I actually enjoy training - kickboxing
- I had to consume enough media (not like a brainrotted retard) to find one that I actually enjoy - some mangas and classic novels


Life really is fun. But most are stuck in Plato's Cave. You at least got past the guards of it. Continue walking forward and eventually you'll walk out into the forest. Took me 2-3 years to do it since I became "conscious" of Life.

 

[Acquiescence]

Intelligence is maladaptive tbh (not that I’m anything close to it)

 

[looks>books]

Its a tool bro, not the meaning

 

[QuantumStryker]

Once you become conscious, life stops being fun and it becomes a curse.

-Try watching a movie.
You can't. Your brain instantly detects the propaganda, the messaging, the psychological fingerprints of whoever funded the script.

-Now try going to a party and everyone looks like an NPC running outdated software. You can see the circus of insecurity held together by dopamine withdrawals and fake confidence.

-Try going on a date. You don't see her. You see the father wound, the validation, the addiction, the mask she learned to wear.

So once you see the code behind the simulation, you can't unsee it ever again. All that's left is silence and the cold comfort of knowing it's the only thing that isn't lying to you.

Many people in here such as @Mogs Me @registerfasterusing @Insomnia @turkcelfatcel @thisdudeisrelaxed and much more had wondered what was the real reason for my first ever 3 month self ban in this forum. While the full reason stays unsaid, a part of the reason is that….I was getting conscious, its like i was getting afraid right there because something is changing and then but somehow, ironically I felt zero fear within myself, if that oxymoron even makes sense.

TLDR: Consciousness does not set you free. It isolates you. It disconnects you from the clown world everyone else is still pretending is normal.

Bro, it's not that deep, man.
Just get off the internet.