Contemplating suicide. Please answer my questions.

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I’m really tired of this sad loop. Wake up in dark room, play games I only half enjoy. Scroll the org a bit more, go to bed.

That’s pretty much all there is to my life.and I’d be perfectly fine with it ending. The funny thing is I know for sure I would’ve ended my life already. But I don’t want my face being everywhere during a funeral. Last thing I need is some church Stacy busting laughing at the funeral.

So please answer questions. Is surgery a pipedream? And what what can or can’t realistically be fixed. What’s realistic?

Is 5”11 a decent height

How do I make money for these surgeries

Will these surgeries change my energy levels, make me more motivated to to things?m

Would I be able to make a YouTube career if I looked better. I know I have the perfect streamer personality. But my looks would t get me to the big leagues… always wanted that


But if these sound unrealistic, and it’s unlikely I’ll get money. I will likely kill myself. I’m not even very sad, worried, or trying to be dramatic. I’m just sick of life and would be happy if I ended it
 
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I’m really tired of this sad loop. Wake up in dark room, play games I only half enjoy. Scroll the org a bit more, go to bed.

That’s pretty much all there is to my life.and I’d be perfectly fine with it ending. The funny thing is I know for sure I would’ve ended my life already. But I don’t want my face being everywhere during a funeral. Last thing I need is some church Stacy busting laughing at the funeral.

So please answer questions. Is surgery a pipedream? And what what can or can’t realistically be fixed. What’s realistic?

Is 5”11 a decent height

How do I make money for these surgeries

Will these surgeries change my energy levels, make me more motivated to to things?m

Would I be able to make a YouTube career if I looked better. I know I have the perfect streamer personality. But my looks would t get me to the big leagues… always wanted that


But if these sound unrealistic, and it’s unlikely I’ll get money. I will likely kill myself. I’m not even very sad, worried, or trying to be dramatic. I’m just sick of life and would be happy if I ended it
Don’t rope, and bro your like 15 it’s not to late to make something of your life.:Comfy:
 
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Don’t rope I saw some short 5’8 dude dating a htb at walmart today
 
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5’11 is taller than 20% of the population
 
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It’s never over :cool:
 
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Find better activities, eat better, go out in nature. This is a depression caused by man.
 
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I’m really tired of this sad loop. Wake up in dark room, play games I only half enjoy. Scroll the org a bit more, go to bed.

That’s pretty much all there is to my life.and I’d be perfectly fine with it ending. The funny thing is I know for sure I would’ve ended my life already. But I don’t want my face being everywhere during a funeral. Last thing I need is some church Stacy busting laughing at the funeral.

So please answer questions. Is surgery a pipedream? And what what can or can’t realistically be fixed. What’s realistic?

Is 5”11 a decent height

How do I make money for these surgeries

Will these surgeries change my energy levels, make me more motivated to to things?m

Would I be able to make a YouTube career if I looked better. I know I have the perfect streamer personality. But my looks would t get me to the big leagues… always wanted that


But if these sound unrealistic, and it’s unlikely I’ll get money. I will likely kill myself. I’m not even very sad, worried, or trying to be dramatic. I’m just sick of life and would be happy if I ended it
5,11 is decent, also why would u kill yourself, ur low htn i have seen you
 
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5,11 is decent, also why would u kill yourself, ur low htn i have seen you
I dunno man. Apparently my head is too big for my body. Also a girl asked the teacher to change seats when I was assigned next to her
 
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Find better activities, eat better, go out in nature. This is a depression caused by man.
I feel like a freak out in the forest honestly. Being out in the beautiful outside hurts cuz I feel like a freak
 
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I dunno man. Apparently my head is too big for my body. Also a girl asked the teacher to change seats when I was assigned next to her
just train if ur body is bigger ur head will seem more proportionate or whatever
 
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Before you do it take out 20k in loans and wire it to me
 
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bro mizkif is in the big leagues, I guarantee you you look better than him. pm me your face
 
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Before you do it take out 20k in loans and wire it to me
I’d give 20K to my pussy 🐱 (my pet cat) before I give you over a dime
 
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I’m really tired of this sad loop. Wake up in dark room, play games I only half enjoy. Scroll the org a bit more, go to bed.

That’s pretty much all there is to my life.and I’d be perfectly fine with it ending. The funny thing is I know for sure I would’ve ended my life already. But I don’t want my face being everywhere during a funeral. Last thing I need is some church Stacy busting laughing at the funeral.

So please answer questions. Is surgery a pipedream? And what what can or can’t realistically be fixed. What’s realistic?

Is 5”11 a decent height

How do I make money for these surgeries

Will these surgeries change my energy levels, make me more motivated to to things?m

Would I be able to make a YouTube career if I looked better. I know I have the perfect streamer personality. But my looks would t get me to the big leagues… always wanted that


But if these sound unrealistic, and it’s unlikely I’ll get money. I will likely kill myself. I’m not even very sad, worried, or trying to be dramatic. I’m just sick of life and would be happy if I ended it
Roping in 2025 💔
 
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I’d give 20K to my pussy 🐱 (my pet cat) before I give you over a dime
bhai I need my bimax and roids :Comfy:. Do the needful. Jokes aside, don't rope
 
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I’m really tired of this sad loop. Wake up in dark room, play games I only half enjoy. Scroll the org a bit more, go to bed.

That’s pretty much all there is to my life.and I’d be perfectly fine with it ending. The funny thing is I know for sure I would’ve ended my life already. But I don’t want my face being everywhere during a funeral. Last thing I need is some church Stacy busting laughing at the funeral.

So please answer questions. Is surgery a pipedream? And what what can or can’t realistically be fixed. What’s realistic?

Is 5”11 a decent height

How do I make money for these surgeries

Will these surgeries change my energy levels, make me more motivated to to things?m

Would I be able to make a YouTube career if I looked better. I know I have the perfect streamer personality. But my looks would t get me to the big leagues… always wanted that


But if these sound unrealistic, and it’s unlikely I’ll get money. I will likely kill myself. I’m not even very sad, worried, or trying to be dramatic. I’m just sick of life and would be happy if I ended it
Please don’t end it. 5’11 is a good height. If you want to look better, dieting and exercise are always your best options. Looks aren’t going to prevent you from having success on YouTube. It’s all about consistency and engagement. Building a community. Chinese Historian’s doing alright and he’s not a great looking guy.
 
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I’m really tired of this sad loop. Wake up in dark room, play games I only half enjoy. Scroll the org a bit more, go to bed.

That’s pretty much all there is to my life.and I’d be perfectly fine with it ending. The funny thing is I know for sure I would’ve ended my life already. But I don’t want my face being everywhere during a funeral. Last thing I need is some church Stacy busting laughing at the funeral.

So please answer questions. Is surgery a pipedream? And what what can or can’t realistically be fixed. What’s realistic?

Is 5”11 a decent height

How do I make money for these surgeries

Will these surgeries change my energy levels, make me more motivated to to things?m

Would I be able to make a YouTube career if I looked better. I know I have the perfect streamer personality. But my looks would t get me to the big leagues… always wanted that


But if these sound unrealistic, and it’s unlikely I’ll get money. I will likely kill myself. I’m not even very sad, worried, or trying to be dramatic. I’m just sick of life and would be happy if I ended it
5'11 at 15 and disappointed that is insane
 
Please don’t end it. 5’11 is a good height. If you want to look better, dieting and exercise are always your best options. Looks aren’t going to prevent you from having success on YouTube. It’s all about consistency and engagement. Building a community. Chinese Historian’s doing alright and he’s not a great looking guy.
Thanks man. I really want to be a geometry dash streamer. I am already an animated and make animations for YouTube, but I’ve always wanted to stream geometry dash. I would hate not being good looking though while streamer, I want to be seen as cool, rather than corny. It’s just unfortunate how it is yknow? I hate being the goofball
 
5'11 at 15 and disappointed that is insane
15? Jesus. These forums are full of people with delusional standards and they’re getting people depressed about non-issues.
 
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15? Jesus. These forums are full of people with delusional standards and they’re getting people depressed about non-issues.
Dude i have SFS…. That’s basically my chin, mandible, and lower maxilla raped.
 
I’m really tired of this sad loop. Wake up in dark room, play games I only half enjoy. Scroll the org a bit more, go to bed.

That’s pretty much all there is to my life.and I’d be perfectly fine with it ending. The funny thing is I know for sure I would’ve ended my life already. But I don’t want my face being everywhere during a funeral. Last thing I need is some church Stacy busting laughing at the funeral.

So please answer questions. Is surgery a pipedream? And what what can or can’t realistically be fixed. What’s realistic?

Is 5”11 a decent height

How do I make money for these surgeries

Will these surgeries change my energy levels, make me more motivated to to things?m

Would I be able to make a YouTube career if I looked better. I know I have the perfect streamer personality. But my looks would t get me to the big leagues… always wanted that


But if these sound unrealistic, and it’s unlikely I’ll get money. I will likely kill myself. I’m not even very sad, worried, or trying to be dramatic. I’m just sick of life and would be happy if I ended it
don’t rope bro you only 15 you still got time to work on yourself + 5’11 at 15 is good you still got lots of time to grow
 
Will these surgeries change my energy levels, make me more motivated to to things?

Your problem isn't surgery, your problem is having no friends, no job, no social life, etc.

Depression is just the natural way your body is telling you to change your life circumstances.

If you lie in bed all day jacking off of course you will be depressed until you change your behavior get a job, get friends, go outside, etc then your body will reward you with dopamine for completing tasks.

Humans are goal oriented creatures, achieving goals gives you dopamine and a will to live.
 
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