Acromegaly_Chad
Offical Surgery Consultant
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Guys University is around the corner again and then people will see me again but I'm extremely self aware of my narrow jaw. I'm legit ashamed to leave the house I think everybody looks at my jaw and they just instantly think what a creepy incel I am and that I'm some sort of deformed crouzon patient.
Had people tell I look conpletely normal from the side and that the narrow jaw isn't that much of an issue from the front but I'm convinced it's bluepilled virtue signalling.
I'll get a side wing most probably next february so I have to cope until then. I can't use fillers because my surgeon said he needs to see my jaw the way it naturally is (obviously). I can't even use fillers for my super small lips until then..
How do I cope? I know it's just 6 months actually but I am really so ashamed to leave my house with this narrow jaw, everybody probably wants to kill me for being such a narrow jawed abomination.
I also can only focus on other peoples jaws and maxillas when I'm outside. And I always observe myself ik the reflections of store windows, sometimes I even come to a halt and pull my skin publicly to see how I'll look after a side wing in a real life situation. I've become an extreme BDD looksmax autist and am afraid to leave the house with my narrow jaw
How do I cope?
Had people tell I look conpletely normal from the side and that the narrow jaw isn't that much of an issue from the front but I'm convinced it's bluepilled virtue signalling.
I'll get a side wing most probably next february so I have to cope until then. I can't use fillers because my surgeon said he needs to see my jaw the way it naturally is (obviously). I can't even use fillers for my super small lips until then..
How do I cope? I know it's just 6 months actually but I am really so ashamed to leave my house with this narrow jaw, everybody probably wants to kill me for being such a narrow jawed abomination.
I also can only focus on other peoples jaws and maxillas when I'm outside. And I always observe myself ik the reflections of store windows, sometimes I even come to a halt and pull my skin publicly to see how I'll look after a side wing in a real life situation. I've become an extreme BDD looksmax autist and am afraid to leave the house with my narrow jaw
How do I cope?