Coping Insecure schizo trait=you have the urge to check your pics every 2 min to reassure yourself

[justinzayn]

Can't stop looking at your pics every 2 min
Reassuring that you mog and that you look a certain way/pheno/ethnicity you are or want to look like

Everytime you do, you feel better for sec
, but after a minute your fogged clouded brain forgets,you loose that dopamine feeling and get insecure again
And keep checking and checking reassuring yourself from a cherry picked frauded pic
But later you release that you were coping

If you need a certain lighting angle jutting squinting or camera to look good , then it's probably over

 

[DoctorLooksmax]

I look at myself hundreds of times a day and my mood is either elevated or destroyed depedning on how exactly i perceive my looks level at that very moment

 

[justinzayn]

I look at myself hundreds of times a day and my mood is either elevated or destroyed depedning on how exactly i perceive my looks level at that very moment

But when you think you look good
And you keep checking
After some time you get self aware, and you release that you never looked good, and that you were coping
Sometimes you only look good for a particular moment or some time
, that's brutal